[sjkted]

Greetings Deck:

Ich freue mich von Sie zu horen. Ich habe dasselbe gefuhlt seit ich sehr jung war.

I can tell you from my personal experience that there is a very good reason why you are here. Part of the journey of being alive is to find out what you're doing here and the other part is to do what you are here to do.

When I was younger, I spent all of my time studying foreign languages and researching where I might find people that are like me. I'm not a xenophobe or anything, but you have to be in this type of position to understand :-)

Trusting people is part of life. Some of them will let you down. Part of growing is learning to assess people and their capabilities and loyalty. Life is meaningless without relationships, so keep your heart open.

The best answer I can give you is that nothing is wrong, everything is how it's supposed to be, but if you are feeling this way intensely right now, you have a great experience to grow to the next level. Look for your next opportunity in life and you will find it!

--sjkted