[ojibway]

They have always been with me Susan, guiding me, reassuring me that I am in the right place and doing the right things, but allowing me to figure it for myself. And that is the greatest thing, to be able to figure it out for myself. They could have just told me everything, and I then could relay their message to you. But if that had happened, then I would have learned nothing, I would not have become more. I would not have lived the lesson of life, and that is to become more than the person you were yesterday. It has been a difficult path because I have had to tread in the darkness, very very deeply into the darkness. But it was necessary because their message will be my message, and my message will be theirs, full circle. But I am not there yet, I have not yet come full circle, one more step still yet to take. I was beginning to think that my time, however brief, on this forum was wasted. But it was your message Susan which will send me on my next part of the journey. Because what I seek, will not be what I find, but what finds me. I just did not know where to seek it, and that had bothered me of late. 13, huh.