[Gevaudan]

I've felt this way my entire life, and in a similar manner to that which futureyes mentioned, I haven't always been happy with my 'choice' to return. Dealing with and transcending one's own ignorance is no small feat in itself, let alone dealing with the misunderstandings of those with whom we share this experience.

Slipping into shadow was a particularly hard thing for my soul to endure. Much of my childhood was spent lamenting the things I perceived as 'wrong' in this world. Hatred, greed, competition, arrogance, et cetera, were (and are) things that I considered alien to my nature. Nonetheless, I have worn this physical body and learned about the nature and cause of the many problems facing this planet. Every experience that I have encountered, both good and bad, has allowed me to unfold at a very fast pace. I have had periods of my life where I felt the pain was unbearable, but would emerge a time later with valuable insight and the recognition that you have to understand the darkness before you can serve the Light.


It's good to be here with you, my friends.

Peace

G