Thank you, The Chosen.
Quote:
|
and then few minutes later once we start discussing daily matters they flip back thinking like a sheep
|
In my gut, I feel that the change we have seen is nothing compared
to what we will see.
Yet, I had one of my episodes today about snapping out of
my "delusions" and planning for a future based on the assumption
that things will stay about the same.
"I need to go back to school!"
(???)
Back and forth, back and forth.
What to do? Which way do I go? Feels like I should be doing so much more...
Do I invest in my future based on the assumption that things
will or won't change dramatically? Aaaarrggh!!!
I really, really, could use a sense of purpose and direction about NOW.
I imagine it's easier to fall back asleep and dream than stay awake
and try to navigate an uncertain future.
*smacks face*
Must stay awake! Must stay awake!