You know Mudra...it is interesting....I have been told before that...I do not care "enough" for myself.... which is true
I could go and move the mountain...but not to please me....
I never pretended (it would be dishonest) to love others the same way as I do "love" myself...I always cared more....much, much more...and that...I was told...is/was my downfall
When I think...I do so...inside of me...based on what I know that keeps me safe...and what I "perceive" as progress
Going outside the box is hard for me wen I do not understand what is either said or written...that is why I do try to "get it" in a way that is understandable to me... there is an enormous problem here when it comes to "getting it" - I am only one, one mind....but eventually it might happen...
But I think that what you are saying is - stop looking for the answers outside of you... (a huge "abstract" to ponder, not to mention the complete change of almost everything in my life)
on behalf of myself, I thank you
