[14 Chakras]

The key understanding for me, is that beyond the human ego is not nothingness. Our "I" simply gets redefined from something that is separate from our source, to Being One with our source. Something we can experience, not fully grasp with the linear mind.

Here is a teaching that came through a spiritual work I'm aware of:

---- from Master MORE through a student -----

When you affirm I AM my I AM Presence you affirm oneness with your source, but at the same time you are also <Insert your name here> who has a unique individuality. So when you unite with the source of your being, you realize your true identity. But you also realize you are an individualization of that identity. Just as there is an original I AM in this world, which branched off into small individualization's in creation, the whole purpose of creation is to multiply individualization's of god, but you can also say the facet furthest from the source, has the source within its being.

So within your being, you can go all the way back to the pure being of God, the pure diving consciousness. So you are a spark in that consciousness and you have individuality. It is hard to put in terms on earth because of linear mind. When in reality you are both an individual and one with your source, it is hard for human mind to understand. Only when you rise above can you understand your separate individuality and being one with your source.

This forms a bit of a conflict between having your personal identity and not having your personal identity because you are in fact one with everything. So until you understand the reality of that you can go in circles whether you are an individual or who you really are, or whether you are one with everything, or connecting with your source. So my advice is to beyond your mind and experience what it is like.

There are only so many things I can say in linear words without being contradictory, so this kind of contradictory nature will only confuse the linear mind and propel it further and try to rationalize the un-rationizable. So until you experience the source of your being you will just be confused by words and concepts. So I suggest along with your meditations and decrees, you ask to be shown what you desire to experience oneness with your source. This may not happen right away but I assure will happen if you discipline stilling your mind and having me come into oneness with you.