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Originally Posted by zaina

lovely post ,thank you Mudra
I have spent my life from a very early age pondering on death ,it seemed it was a matter of urgency from childhood to find out about death ..I don't know why .
In my search I have come across many idear's of what it is and this post had touched on some fascinating idear's and eye openers ..
I did tend to like Robert Morningsky work saying don't go in to the light /tunnel ,but insted fly out to the stars ,for some reason ..but them my awakening was a little harsh and may of had a impact on me ..
If for any reason the annunaki and reptilians etc is real ,could it be possible that they rule the other side ,if so we are trapped here .
I love to here any bodies view on this ,especially if some one has had a near death experience and witnessed the other side ...
I met my mother in a dream and it was very strange ,she was in a pub then a car talking to me ,she did not walk but floated ,she was talking to me fine then she told me to be quiet as I was crying saying I didnt have time to tell you about islam ,which i had embraced at that time she replied oh thats why ,but did not tell me any more ,then she changed in to a demon like person with black teeth and chased me ..this has bothered me some ..was it real or not i do not know ..
look forward to any response on this ,thank you namaste

hi zaina ... we have nothing to fear within death ...
i will compact a little of my own experiences ... how i know this for myself ...

ok ... let's try to keep this short ... i have been known to ramble
i have had a few nde's when i was growing up ... each incident was physically different and yet each was very similar upon the physical letting go ... once that occured i found the most peaceful ... calm and loving place i'd ever known ... but just enough to know such ... always being whisked back ... actually it was the returning that never felt that good ... when on the 'other side' ... i felt i was home ... i knew though none of those were my intersection to remain there ...

life went on ... profound knowings and experiences increased for me ...
after a truckload of teachings and understanding from higher self ... a few years back i began 'travelling' ... to the beyond ... this didn't happen overnight ... i remember there was much work involved ... lots of experiencing ... but ALWAYS ... i couldn't get enough ... i wanted to know everything about the unknown ... death being a big part of that ... death i came to know ... for me ... was my walkway to what i so dearly gravitated to ...

soon enough ... my experiences taught me there was no need to physically die to go beyond ... i now go back and forth like it was a revolving door ... i can feel others on their journey there ... i sometimes experience 'with them' ... and later visit their energy there ...

zaina ... i can tell you beyond is not a place of fear for fear cannot exist there ... when i travel there ... i cannot bring fear with me ... there isn't anyone at the door governing that ... it just happens ... just is ...

one of my biggest teachings was that i cannot remain there ... not yet ... i am meant to continue living this life experience ... that i still have something to offer that will come ... and now i am finally at peace with that ... for so long i just wanted to stay there ... it would be effortless for me to do so ...

now i honor and respect ... what is ... i don't need to tamper with it ... we don't have that kind of power ...

i know we are all meant to live this life experience to the BEST of our ability ... we are all meant to continue moving forward ... squeezing every bit of juice we can out of experiencing this life on a daily basis ...

you know ... it's funny ... when i was in fourth grade ... i couldn't stand my teacher and many times found myself looking out the window ... day dreaming ...

i remember a very unusual ... very profound moment ... whereby 'it' ... suddenly popped into my head out of nowhere ... 'i want to be one who visits death but comes back and tells everyone what it was like ... and keep going back and forth bringing back information ... of things we need to know' ...

that was crazy i thought ... where in the world did that come from ...
in hindsight ... careful what you wish for hey ...

every day i am humbled and blessed for what i experience ... yes i have always felt so very different than others ... that has been one of the most challenging things ... the aloneness felt ...
but now ... now i only feel that sometimes on the surface ...
within ... my gosh ... alone is the last thing i feel ...

this is the shortest i could muster ...

i fear more things here than i could fear anything on the other side ...

be well ...