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Originally Posted by 2rivers
What I sense in Kerry is fear. She has heard too much in too short of time. It would seem she has had her foundations severely shaken. Maybe she's on overload. Maybe she needs a break from the intensity. Who has walked in her shoes?
I have been reading the interviews for almost 6 months and still haven't made it through. I fight fear, anger, shock and depression on a daily basis. I have to walk away from this stuff back into my world and FUNCTION. I need time to process and if I take in too much at once I get thoroughly, emotionally overwhelmed. I am not a young person and to finally have confirmation of what I have believed my entire life is none the less astounding....and quite frankly terrifying. It's all way more than I ever imagined in my worst nightmare. One does not, I think, experience a paradigm shift of this magnitude easily. Maybe the younger people have lived with it and naturally accept this information, but for me it brings profound sadness. I don't like being deceived...not one bit.
The gentleman in the first post is ultimately correct. Go out and just do--anything. And send Kerry some strong, stable, grounding and protected loving energy. I'll bet she could use the support.
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Hang in there 2rivers. I know it's a cliche, but things seldom turn out to be as bad as we imagine they will be. Our imagination can cause us to perform wondrous things - but it can also destroy us.
It is not possible to walk in someone else’s shoes but with a lifetime’s experience of living with fear of some sort or another, it is easier to understand that yes, some folk do have serious fears which may seem trivial or not understandable to others. Many fears are irrational but that doesn’t make them any the less real.
I can’t handle heights like tall buildings, yet I have no qualms about flying. As a child of four years, I was pulled from the bottom of a pool and resuscitated and even now I can’t handle having my head under water. I’m scared witless in a confined space to the extent that I can’t even wear a full face helmet. I’ve always got to have moving air around my face or else I start to unravel.
The one thing I have learned is that all the good meaning explanations do no good to quell the feeling of panic that overtakes one when a panic attack occurs. Fear is something that you have to conquer yourself a bit like breaking an addiction habit. You have to really want to do it.
The reason for many fears can be traced back to what was drummed into you as a child. I think all of us experience fear of the dark which is probably a distant memory of cavemen days when wild animals or other tribes could attack under cover of darkness. In more modern times, horror movies and the like, coupled with sadistic brothers or sisters who liked nothing better than to scare you half to death, are the cause of many fears.
We are coming to the time now when the more enlightened of us can shine a light of comfort for the nervous ones. It has been suggested that we are coming to a time where untold numbers of us are going to die in some calamity. It pays to stop at this point and do a bit of rational thinking about death.
There are enough books available written by people who have had near death experiences and have ‘seen past’ the veil of what is called death. Death is something that can’t be avoided so it strikes me as being sensible to find out as much about it as possible and who better to listen to than someone who has ‘been there, done that’ so to speak.
Now a person in this lifetime, can only die once - so from an individual’s point of view, what does it matter if in a catastrophe, one person dies, or one billion? OK, the customs people at the Pearly Gates are going to pretty busy in the latter event.
The big question of, “is there life after death?”, can be answered once again by reading books on the subject. Life, as you know it, in a physical form is out - after death you will survive as an intelligence without a physical body. You don’t have to believe this now, but you will believe it after you die because you just won’t be able to ignore the fact.
To those who fear death, my message is that you should learn to accept the inevitable and to help you in this direction, read books about the death experience and what comes after it. I would suggest starting with
Into The Light by John Lerma, M.D. followed by
Between Death And Life by Dolores Cannon. Both these books are comforting reads as I’m sure others who have read them will agree. Check them out at this website - just enter the author's name and the book title -
http://www.abebooks.com/?cm_ven=ggl&...FSaXhgodCzIPsg