[Moxie]

greybeard wrote:
"... when I surrendered my life to God I was lifted from the hell... I am free of many bondages and I like it that way."

Are you saying that you "tapped an unsuspected inner resource"?
Or might you define God differently? Is God within or without, interior or exterior?

Greybeard, you also wrote this: "There would be unending conflict as we would never come into agreement as to what should be created"

I would say, rather, that there are fewer choices choosing What is Right. The expression of what is right has fewer options than to go with what creates division & chaos because what is right is inclusive and not exclusive, that means it's not all about "me".