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Originally Posted by Ammit
If you mean by "take it on " that I get the other persons pain then yes this is sometimes what happens but then i sit quietly and just relax, my pain then goes too. Its weired to explain.
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I was in a very dark mind set.My body was being affected by it I think.I thought I had a stuffy nose then noticed lumps forming all over my neck.Especially my left side.I was having lots of pain went to have it looked at .They did tests and came back and told me I had Lymphoma just not sure which kind.The next day I went to a specialist and told him I didnt have it just an infection.I didnt want surgery not yet,so he gave me medicine and said if it didnt heal it in 1 month Id then have to except that I had lymphoma.Well 3 months of learning to let my anger and hate go and forgive others that I felt wronged me and forgive myself.Laughter.I let some very strong and negative emotions go.I even started to look around at all of my things and found that it was the people that were important not the things.Meditation,visualitation,I would listen to calming music and think peacful things.Id put my hands to my neck and feel the heat and think of healing thoughts.I ended up having to have surgery in 1 part of my neck they removed 20 lymph nodes and found nothing.My neck slowly went back to normal.They didnt know what to think of it.I had to go though that journey to learn.Mind set change,Im now learning to do massages and thats just the beginning.Ive also gone into my neice and helped her baby.That was weird Id never done that before.I did go to the hospital when my grandchild was born and took some lotion and massaged her while I was speaking to her and praying out load for healing,I normally keep that to myself.Im talking more about it some think its weird and others are finding there not so alone.