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futureyes · 01-02-2010, 09:43 PM

hello illuminate ... thank you for your honesty in what you wrote and i commend you for where you are today ... taking care of you ... you have wonderful energy

i remember three years ago ... i worked through and let go of much past pain and baggage ... i was on the road to emotional freedom ... couldn't get there quick enough i felt ...

a few months after that ... i sat with my friend outdoors at a coffee shop ... it was early spring but a rather hot day ... the sun scorched my skin ...

i turned to my friend and blurted out ... 'i think i'm healed' ...

she asked me what it was that i felt to be healed of ... i had no major disease or illness so to speak of ...

i said yes ... that i know that ... but that in that profound moment ... i felt to be healed ... i felt to have healed myself ...

'from what' she asked again ...

and i said ... i felt i've healed myself of illusion ... i felt new and whole ... i had never felt that ever in my life ... i felt my self as one and with one ... with every one and every thing around me ...

i felt i had healed my self of what i felt were concrete limitations ... that they no longer felt that way to me ... no longer were they solid ...

what i felt was well being ... in a way i could never have imagined it ...

i remember saying to my friend that ... in that moment ... i could no longer compute things like headaches ... flu's or colds ... that i no longer felt they could ever be a part of me ... it just didn't make any sense ... not sense of the mind but of the physical body ... as a whole ...

i suppose i had entirely pulled down the veil then ...

that was three years ago ... i have not been sick since ...
at times i feel a nasty cold perhaps coming on just prior to going to sleep ...
and by morning ... i feel in well being ... healing my self over night ...

i was actuallly giving much thought to this this morning ... felt like down the road ... flu's ... colds ... cancer and such ...
will no longer be ...
that we will transcend these ... for they are not part of who we really are ...
that it will no longer compute to have these attach their selves to us ...
because really ... we are the ones who have the power to let them go ...

'healer heal thyself' ...
will come to be ...

01-02-2010, 09:43 PM	#5
futureyes Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Location: heart central Posts: 798	Re: have you healed yourself? hello illuminate ... thank you for your honesty in what you wrote and i commend you for where you are today ... taking care of you ... you have wonderful energy i remember three years ago ... i worked through and let go of much past pain and baggage ... i was on the road to emotional freedom ... couldn't get there quick enough i felt ... a few months after that ... i sat with my friend outdoors at a coffee shop ... it was early spring but a rather hot day ... the sun scorched my skin ... i turned to my friend and blurted out ... 'i think i'm healed' ... she asked me what it was that i felt to be healed of ... i had no major disease or illness so to speak of ... i said yes ... that i know that ... but that in that profound moment ... i felt to be healed ... i felt to have healed myself ... 'from what' she asked again ... and i said ... i felt i've healed myself of illusion ... i felt new and whole ... i had never felt that ever in my life ... i felt my self as one and with one ... with every one and every thing around me ... i felt i had healed my self of what i felt were concrete limitations ... that they no longer felt that way to me ... no longer were they solid ... what i felt was well being ... in a way i could never have imagined it ... i remember saying to my friend that ... in that moment ... i could no longer compute things like headaches ... flu's or colds ... that i no longer felt they could ever be a part of me ... it just didn't make any sense ... not sense of the mind but of the physical body ... as a whole ... i suppose i had entirely pulled down the veil then ... that was three years ago ... i have not been sick since ... at times i feel a nasty cold perhaps coming on just prior to going to sleep ... and by morning ... i feel in well being ... healing my self over night ... i was actuallly giving much thought to this this morning ... felt like down the road ... flu's ... colds ... cancer and such ... will no longer be ... that we will transcend these ... for they are not part of who we really are ... that it will no longer compute to have these attach their selves to us ... because really ... we are the ones who have the power to let them go ... 'healer heal thyself' ... will come to be ...