Abraxasinas,
Your poem is most beautiful, thank you for sharing it.
I will confess that my name is Maria; but I have never identified with it. My great grandmother's name was Mary, and we are not Latin, but Celtic. I am not a mother either.
I checked out your (?) site that the information on the Maria Number Matrix came from and it was most interesting. I am most interested in the science and physics when it comes to better understanding the "reality" we live in.
Cheers.