[THE eXchanger]

520 days - the length of a venus transit,
that is how long, we were gone

We returned, on 4/6/1993-a pivotal date on the mayan calender

verifed by meter ~ thanks GNOSIS5

iF NOT for you, and, your friends in the USA

we might NOT, have figured it all out, as, quickly, as we did

it was one of the last pieces, of our puzzle

that took us clear,

the 2 phobias, we cleared on 18 Dec 2009

which were parental imprints ~ that allowed us to clear completely

when we broke, the last straw, that was holding us back

we had a telephone conversation, with someone,
who we have done a lot for, over the past 22 years,
over, and, over again, they are going to help us with things,
at 11;01 am, even the phone number they called from
adds to 11-9-8, and, 9th call ~ signs, from above.

we asked for simple stuff,
like a few short mp3s, for a radio show etc.,
nothing difficult~just a little upbeat piano music

when ever they call us,
and, need spiritual work,
we drop what we are doing,
and, do it for them ~ always NO charge
and, always, NEVER any offer for eXchange,
sure, some thanks ~ however, we obviously
for a long time, began to realise, this was NOT a good thing

at 12/22/2009 - 11:01 AM 9X telephone call
received from them
another one, of their "all about me" phone calls
to which, we responded,
what about us, and, what we need,
and, since we were NOT only listening to them,
about their sagas, they were very short,
and, said, they would call us,
later on the phone.

they do this a lot ~ so, we hung up the phone
thinking ~ yeah, right LOL
they will NOT call, they will likely send us,
some sort of 'me, me, me' email later in the day.

And, it really would be silly of us,
to eXpect them to call us on the phone later

at,
22/12/2009 10:03:28 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
just as we had already predicted,
we rec'd an email from them
22 - 12 (which is missing the 13th)
2009 - an 11
the time is interesting 10+3 = 13
28/10/1
also 1/3 - separate a trine/or trinity

we read it,
and, it was full of a lot of me/me and, more me

and, we responded back to it:
not even watching the time
it wasn't til after we sent it,
we realised we should check 'the time'
we sent it

22/12/2009 11:22:46 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
22 - 12 (which is missing the 13th)
2009 - an 11
the time is interesting
11-22 = 2 master numbers that add up to 33
46/10/1

the last word in our transmission 'adieu'
normally, we sign, every e-mail off,
'with love'

We closed a chapter on that, yesterday,
and, will NEVER, cross paths,
with this one, ever again.

Besides, we have lots of other interesting friends around us,
one of them, Rebecca J,
who was aware of the missing time,
without being told, anything about it
Rebecca, is a very thorough person,
to do work with, and,
back in 2005/2006 approx.~ when we did a little bit of work with her,
she hit the head of the nail, by mentioning it, to us.

Although, we did NOT at that time
choose to dig too deeply into it,
we knew, about the length of the missing time,
and, we knew, our eggs, were gone
albeit, Rebecca, and, her sense of humour
and, her caring, kind, and, lovely way,
she made us realise, that,
i was NOT taken, into 'bad hands'
that there might be a purpose, behind what occured...
that in time, the details would be revealed to me,
and, that it was NOT going to be given then, in its entirety,
and, when, i was ready, really ready,
i would find out.

She did tell me, that my 'real' work, was that of 'real' earth work,
and, that i had come to earth to do that,
it was more about 'children of the universe'
and, NOT about, having 'children from my own body' ~
as, i was NOT here, to eXperience that type of eXchange
and, if, i ever had a child, i would NOT attract the type of soul
for a child, that, might need to have a 'mothering eXperience',
as, they would NOT pick, someone like me,
as, i would NOT be, a very good choice,
for having a 'mothering eXperience" with.

At the time, of that discovery,
by Rebecca, and, myself, along with one of her guests,
i wish, i could remember who,
i was still in late 40's,
ad, it was highly unlikely, i would have any children,
since, there was NOT any eggs, to have any with,
and, i had, NO desire,
to bring in some sort of immaculate conception,
and, if anything like 'jesus' thought they would utilise me,
for a doorway into this world,
my door was sealed, and, they were NOT going to get in this way.

I always had, strange thoughts about Jesus,
and, for some reason, NEVER liked the guy,
in fact, i actually despised him,
although, quite a number of my friends,
adored him ~ my aunt, who ironically, is an angel~
has tried to save me, from 'the devil' quite a few times~
although, i know, the 'real' secret lies within,
i suspect, that, i was on the earth,
around the time, of Jesus, i think, he likely had a hand,
in stealing my friends, and, those i was eXchanging with,
in fact, i know, this was the case,
i am a recordkeeper,
to tell you, who i was,
would only, remove the veil,
of the mystery, that, until the very moment,
that i am tying this, i did NOT truly know,
for a fact, and, NOW, that truth,
also, has been revealed to me,
my story, is, an interesting one,
it is filled, with a lot of eXchange,
it likely could fill, book shelves, and, book shelves,
and, make me, a slew of money,
in this moment, that, is NOT were i am,
my business, barely keeps things floating.

i am, in a house, with a lot of equity,
and, a mission, i know, is divinely guided,
and divinely lead, normally, there is always,
more money, than the month, and,
we are very grateful for that.

As, we typed this; we just saw 11;33 pm
on the clock, and, tomorrow is Xmas.

When asked last week,
what it is, that, we wanted for Xmas, we said,
if the last thing, we ever get to do in this life,
is find enough money, to harness a team,
to help us, to reveal what we know,
and/or, enough money to float us,
for 33 weeks, to do it,
we could finish our 33 + years of research,
we could finish our doctorate,
and, we could tell the world,
the truth, and, do it, in a way,
in which, it will reach out,
and, touch this world, and, will help others,
to walk a little easier, through all the myraid
of things,we have discovered, doing it,
the 13th bridge eXists,
we have been there,
in 1966, 1993, and, 2007
when on 10/25/2007-rebecca j,
rescued us, from the ethers,
when we tried to blend past, present, future,
into the NOW, and, missed LOL

We do have a road-map,
and, we know it works,
HOME is, different places to different people

orig. i was meant, to be,
my mum's sister, although,
for me to arrive onto earth,
at the right time, that was NOT possible,
if, i was her sister,
so, they delayed my chosen time to birth,
as, per Steve Rother, and, The Group,
and, selected an arrival on the 27th day of December, in 1958,
7lk - The Day of The Wind God
The First of The Last Days, on a Mayan Calender,
that are called dead days ...
We have about 700 emails to climb through,
to edit, into this story,
we have about 250,000 pages
and, about 2500 1hr tapes ~ of experiences

Going back, to the discovery of Rebecca,
when i was still in late 40's,
it was highly unlikely, i would have any children,
since, there was NOT any eggs, to have any with.

I think, it was in that moment, i had a lot of compassion
for my mother, who truly wanted to have a "mothering eXperience"
albeit, i was NOT the type of soul,
who required that, and,
i was NOT going, to play life, that way.

My first words, were NOT mum, or even dad...
out of the mouth of the babe, came the words
'Waz dat' ...and, pointing to things,
my nature spirit friends, from the ancient and mystical land of pan,
who came with me, that were flying around in the air,
and, me pointing to the ethers, and, me saying
waz dat'...'waz dat'...and, more 'waz dat'
over and, over again.

My parents-being parents for the first time,
did NOT know, if they should play my game,
or, NOT.

My mum, tried to mum me, to death
~ and, that wasn't going to work
the more she tried, to 'mum' me,
the more i resisted.

i came home from the hospital,
and, was put into a big double bed,
my parents wanted a house ~ more than a crib
in an area of town, they likely, could ill afford,
and, they needed, a better mattress for themselves
so, i came home from the hospital,
and, was put into a big double bed,
NOT a crib,
and, was walking a little before six months,
and, able to climb out of my playpen,
which was likely painted with 'green lead' paint
and, i could run, before, i was 7 months old,
i didn't have very much hair,
until, i was over 1 year old,
and, also didn't get any teeth til them either...
i was also highly allergic, to my mother,
and, her milk, and, both of us,
where rh neg o, in fact, everyone,
on her side of the family, is rh neg o
and, my dad, was o positive, blood.

After, a lot of 'waz dat',
the next thing, i said, was
'no way' followed closely by
'i do'

then just to frustrate here, even further,
i said, 'dee dee' for 'dad'
instead of saying, 'mum'
which i said, for my 5th eXpression

As for the eggs, that got taken, as per Rebecca J,
all my eggs, ended up, becoming 'other children'
from an angelic/celestial/elemental galatic standpoint~
children, in other densities, and, dimensions,
and, in other worlds, and, i suppose,
to a certain degree,
this at least, put my mind at ease.

NOT KNOWING about missing time,
can be very disturbing...
discovering, your own rafts of truth,
telling this story, is NOT going to be EASY

pressing the send button,
is likely the hardest thing,
we have ever done
our greatest fear, was, and, no longer is,
that you will 'laugh' at us,
instead, we invite you,
to 'laugh' with us ~
and, just eXchange with us

from 4/6/1993 til meeting gnosis in 2008/2009
we knew, about the missing time
and, it did disturb us~
when metered~ we had 2 rudiments left to go clear
which surprised us, as, we though we were a 'clear'

The Rudiments:
one~from the age of 16/17 when a boyfriends mother
accused us, of doing something, we did NOT do,
and, she almost shot us / angels & elementals showed up
in the trinity or trine of ethers

and, the date 11/3/1991
~ when at 3am,
a roadway of rainbow light, came from the 4th level studio in the house
by the side of the Trent River, near The Hamlet of Trent River,
near Hastings, Ontario...
and, landed in my bedroom, on the 3rd level facing the lake
and, i asked my higher guidance/and, guides
if, it was in 100% alignment, and, was it ok,
to walk the road of light,
they confirmed yes,
as, i stepped into the studio
i saw, two venusian scout ships
and, i immediately, said outloud-don't go anywhere
and, ran down 2 levels of steps, to get my camera
from the kitchen, and, when i got back up there
they were still there, i started to take photos
when, i realised, there was a 3rd ship
and, it was huge ~ like the size of a football field
so, i took more photos ~ when my mate,
came into the studio, and, said,
ok, why are you up again, at 3am,
i do NOT like this always getting up in the middle of nights,
and, as, i turned to show him,
where to look up in the sky,
as, i turned my head, and, put my hand up,
to turn his chin, in the right direction,
he looked shocked, and, then, i realised,
he was actually 'frozen in time'
like a statue
i remember, the horror of seeing that,
what on earth, is going to happen next,
my neXt thought was of the 4 children,
that were in the house with us,
where they going to be safe !!!

yikes !!!
what is going on !!!

and, in the next moment, i recall being,
being morphed through space,
through this amasing rainbow coloured road,
and, landing on a ship.

i had no memory from 11/3/1991 to 4/6/1993
of living here, on earth,
i don't recall, ever driving home from our country home
i don't recall, ever breaking up with him,

after the clearings, etc.,
and, being given the ability to live the eXperience
through the eyes/of all the others
we actually remembered, everything
absolutely, everything, that occured,
through utilsing rudiments/and, a meter
and, now, i can tell the story

i returned on 4/6/1993 - via a heart attack
in my 34th year, at the age of 33
in the 11th hour of the morning ~
i was gone to another planet for 520 days ~
my e.t., or essence twin, took care of the physical body/or
my earth temple, while i was gone
and, likely prepared my body
for what was to come

MORE on this story - tomorrow

Merry xmas,
may my parents be generous tomorrow
this is a tale whose time, is now, to be told

11:56 pm est 12/24/2009