So basically you
are saying you were a rudderless ship that was meandering, possibly floundering inside this "black hole" or religion.
Personally I sort of thnk religion was created by man to help them through the dark times where living seemed hopeless. This concept of worshipping whatever a person happens to believe in allows the gathering of souls together to form a union that would make them stronger together than alone.
This union of people then allowed them to continue their struggle to face another day knowing their fellow is also struggling.
Did humanity's need for something more create the super consciousness or did the super consciousness create us? I liken this question to the chicken or the egg question.
Questions, questions, questions. Endless questions and each fascinating and provoking in some manner.
Yes I digress...
Winter Wolf