[Mark]

2010, What is going to happen to our reality? Are we in for a new K2Y? Are we in for a global devastator? Or are we in for something special? Personally, I haven't a clue what will befall us for good or bad. I know what I hope for and what I feel. I also know that I must follow my instincts the best that I can.

If we look at the movie 2012, Hollywood Land once again is spreading the fear about this time on our evolution - they are very good at that and I, at this time, expect nothing less from them. The Mayan calendar tells us that 2012 is just the end of one cycle and the start of another cycle and this time is not necessarily anything to worry about - others say something else.

What I would love to happen: I would love for all those things we prey for, all those things that David Wilcock predicts and all these things that will wake us into a beautiful reality of peace and love - a simpler life with great technology.

I've noticed subtle changes within my own perception. I'm become more aware of the things around me, I am able to see into the future a little better then I have ever done, my hearing has increased somewhat and I feel optimistic about our futures. I feel that troubles are afoot for a spell and I feel that things will get very bad, but this will be for a brief fragment of time. I know also that entities of some kind are around me. I know that I've invited them into my life – Extra Celestials – through meditation and simply wishing them to be with me at this time, but also my partner has seen them floating around me head and several occasions – though I have not seen them at this time. I saw about 15 – 20 of them whirring around me bedroom one dinnertime.

I believe that if we are positive – a must – that we can manifest the reality we wish for ourselves – we draw the good things to us and leave the lower levels – the negativity behind us. It's all down to us – the individual. After all, life is what you make it.

When I was 15 I saw assaulted and suffered two brain haemorrhages. I experienced a near death experience and travelled the tunnel of lights. I was told that my time was not yet and survived the ordeal. Since that time I have been searching for the reason that my life force was thrust back into this existence.

My life is a simple life but full of physical daily pain. There was a period after this assault when I worried greatly about the reason for living, but after looking into myself and my talents that my reason was probably to write and draw – creating beauty through art and sharing it. I don't fully know where this fits with the larger scheme of things, but I do know it has its worth.

Like us all, I believe we are all here for a reason and this reason has something to do with this timeline and the run up to humanities existence, and the likely change that is to take place. I'm willing something great to happen and I think that it's a good idea for all of us to wish this also – why not, what have we to loose by thinking this way?