You know, there is a recurring number in my life too. Well a lot of them, once you start to notice and pay attention.... but one in particular (not 11). Used to think it was something really important, something extremely meaningful to me.
Then one day I realized that the universe wasn't created for ME, and everything i see isn't orchestrated for my own secret understanding.
So I let it go.
Who knows, maybe that number is an important one in my life. Has some deeper meaning I don't see yet. But I figure, if that is the case when the time comes I will see it. In the mean time, I just gotta live life- F__K all that other stuff. Self fulfilling prophecies can be a bitch too, I think.
It is what it is. That goes for a lot in life, i see now.
Why fight what you can't change, or try to change what you can't fight. Until you wake up one morning realizing you've spent your whole life living for tomorrow, and never enjoyed today...
I dunno man, just ranting. Take it easy
