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Originally Posted by Moxie
I guess what I'm trying to say is that the only thing that has my passion is to know more of what's really going on, it's like I"m addicted... there's no end to it.
I want to know the truth about our origins, I want the suffering to end on this earth and I want to help more than just selling eggs... (chuckles).
I too never had children because I had a revelation when I was 18 that "this was hell"... the suffering in the world broke my heart and it would break my heart more to bring a child into this mess and see their heart break.
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wow lately i have been feeling the same way just preparing mentally and
spiritually for whats getting ready to happen. I have been disconnecting
myself mentally the last few days, often never knowing the date or day of the
week. I'm off for break so it's not a problem right know and i am taking a
semester off college to better get to know myself what's really interesting
though is in the last month i've shifted completely from negative thoughts
and look at everything positively.