[tpmputterman]

I have been a member since Avalon started. I have always read and never posted.

Just wanted to share a few things and looking for some feedback.

First of all I see the # 11 all the time. To the point I wake in the middle of the night and look at the clock and it says 2:11, 3:11 ect.. every day.
Were talking 100's of times a day.

I also have ameba looking things in my vision. Some long and swirly others round and dark. Most are clear and look like an ameba under a microscope.
Weird I know!!!

The other day I was sleeping and a pole about the size of your hand went straight through my back where I could feel my shoulders lock and I could not move. It did not hurt, and it felt as If I were conscious and not a dream.
I know the pole was light and the size of it, but could not see it even though
I knew what it was???

My mood actually goes up and down so much latley that sometimes I think I am getting back into my old way of thinking, Fear ect...

I feel very much alone even though I have many who care for me and I care for them. My senses have also been crazy in the last 10 months, for example I know if a car is about to come up my street and I often test myself and sure enough here comes a car. Know when the phone is going to ring and who is on the phone, not 100% all the time but 8/10 accruate.

Most of all the number thing is crazy to the point its comical to me. I mean its 20 times an hour to the point its annoying.

Thanks for reading and thanks for all your insight over the last year!!!!!!!

TPM3