Weel, I've eaten my last can of organic baked beans... so if there's a rush on , I'm going to have to stand in line just like everybody else!
Hi Swanny... good thread. I have to say I feel the same way... have done for years... like I'm not on the same path as everybody else, like sometihng big is going to happen. Maybe we're right. I ask myself, 'Is this part of the human condition??' Or am I just dropping out and avoiding my responsibilities?
I would love to be a Dad. 40. and I'm not... part of me thinks, well, maybe if it all hits the fan, that's why I never have been, because something else is going to happen that will need my full attention. But is that just wishful thinking?
this wascally wabbit hole is deep. And with my torch and batteries I have seen a limited view. Yes, I've always felt that I was special. Yes, I've always felt that money, house car and trophy wife was not the real reason for being around....now that I've looked into it, I can belive there is an agenda.... Maybe.....
But I've also learned that some people have a vested interest in the unknown.. because it take s the pressure off self. There will ALWAYS be an armageddon waiting for some, because it's in their outlook, every day. And others (I include you in this group) will look at the oncoming missile and say, 'they chose purple for the fins... that's a pretty colour, look how the sun shines off them...' That's me too.
So yes, I wait... I intuit, and I think even more that someting is accelerating...yet I read accounts like Delgado asking for money, because 'now is the time to act'... and I see Cliff's redoubt to Bill's piece...and I think, 'yep, same s**t, different day'
then I do a liver cleanse... and I change what I eat, or I get drunk... and I think...actually...the power is in my own hands. So I'll write my own truth thank you very much, and those that read it and feel it, well, they'll feel it too.
So I read your 'truth' and I think, 'yes, I'm waiting...better say something....it might be important....' but the reality is that we don't know. it could all be a load of fairy tripe.
But that I feel what you feel. that's true... and if we're right or we're wrong..., who knows...?
Love,
K
