[Gnosis5]

Everynight before I retire I visualize someone handing me a check for $25million dollars

In my R3X sessions I have found out that the reason I refused to work with certain electronic instruments is that in past lives I used them to harm rather than help. I was also harmed by them too. I extrapolate from my own experience that one still retains former knowledge to the degree that they never used it to harm another or others. I am not saying this is an absolute because I still do not understand why I can no longer play the piano ??

Originally Posted by lite2love

I am not sure why exactly I was drawn to this thread, but after reading some of it... I pulled up this

http://www.indigointentions.com/indigo.htm

I seem to fit a lot of the characteristics, but not all. I also read about the wanderers thing... a lot of that fit, but not all.

I have been reading a lot of materials and even working on energy lifting. I think there is a lot to be said about some of the things presented here by everyone.

At the age of 10, I knew at a phone call my step-father had passed and all they had asked me was if he was home.

I have seen the dots at night in the dark... in my perception they appeared like a veil of some sort that shifted and moved.

I was always drawn to the paranormal, ghost stories, ufo's, et's, nightmares which later were tamed with what I recently realized was lucid dreaming.

I'm just trying to figure myself out so I can do what needs to be done.

Every night before I retire I visualize in my mind's eye people in my life, my home and even the whole earth and send out white healing light as well as love hoping to effect and radiate that which I have with those around me.

Forgive my newbie-ness
/hugs