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Dear WS:
I think all of us or most are interested in what you want to say but you are always ready to "fight" whoever doesn't agree with your ideas. Have you ever thought the problem would be that you are so adamant about your own believes that there's no space for the believes of others?
I can understand you are frustrated and "feel" attacked when you mention the bible but perhaps if you don't point it out as the most important thing in your testimony and your desire to imposse it on others, everybody would be more accepting.
I personally consider the bible a book of great wisdom but I don't base my life or my reality on it, I really don't like when somebody tries to make me swallow it as the only truth out there but I profoundly respect those who consider it the word of God and I have no problem understanding that everybody has her or his own truth about the subject and in doing that my relationships with everybody else about religuous believes are very harmonic.
I posted in one of your threads and I thought it very curious that after my 2 cents which were words of advice to you, the thread died out, no more replays were received and I think you didn't even read it or if you did, maybe you weren't interested in advice anyway. I understand.
I definitely think you have a lot to tell us and you'll find here open ears to your story and experiences, we are all learning and direct experiences are very important in the process, please put your confrontational attitud aside and you'll see how different people talk to you.
We are all mature and understand that knowledge comes from different sources and nobody has the whole picture yet, we wellcome whatever comes to our way that we can learn from it.
People like you are the important ones and I would dare to say, even more important than whistleblowers because you have a more "direct" knowledge than us but please, don't imposee your views unto others, just tell it as it is for you and everybody will take what they want, you can not make people to agree with you 100% but trust me, if you are a good messenger we have open ears to hear it.
As other messengers before you have done, they had to understand that they tell their truth and people will decided what they make of it, it's not your job make people believe, it's not your job to convince anybody, just tell the message and leave people to digest it, accept it or reject it.

I'm going to copy and paste part of my post in the other thread because in my heart I know you can know and transmit even better your message if you work with somebody as Mrs. Cannon , you would be able to understand in a deeper level what is going on and improve your reality greatly.


With all due respect Warrior Servant:
I've been following this thread since the beginning and honestly I can say that many times you transpire real frustration and anger which is understandable based on your experiences but I think sometimes you could feel attacked when somebody who has not had that kind of experience is trying to understand something that is really complicated to explain.
I don't post much but this time I'd like to suggest you research into Dolores Cannon's work, I know you don't like hypnosis but at least you could read her books with all the information she has obteined from people just like you and perhaps you could have a better idea about the bigger picture, what you have lived it's not uncommon, what is very rare is that the person can remember so much information in his awaken state.
In her last interview in Coast to Coast last month she describes the three waves of souls that have come to the planet in the last 50 years or so and your story fits pretty well with the second wave.
The only problem I see is that you already have very rigid ideas about some topics but perhaps knowing more about your experiences and your plan for this life would help you to feel better and understand what the purpose of it all really is.
YOU have a huge purpose in this incarnation, you agreed to it before coming, it's not knowing more what is making you afraid and angry because even though you remember things you don't remember everything that happens "out there". Being afraid makes you think that the experiences are more negative than they really are.
I know you possibly read this and discard it quickly but I'm talking to you from my heart and I'm just trying to help, you are very confused but please remember that there is help available, you are not alone, you are not the only one, you can find out very easily what this is all about and you definitely can live a much better life with full understanding and knowledge about what you are really doing here, you are a beautiful soul that volunteered to help humanity as many others and because of that I truly respect and love you.
I could talk more about some experiences you have described but it's not necessary. If you are interested, there' are some threads here about Mrs. Cannon or just go to youtube, with 2 or 3 10 min. videos you'll get an idea about her work and knowledge.
God bless you.