[New Age Messiah]

I was a black hole, literally, and still am, technically, since the point of singularity is still holding tons of pressure in and the rotation and stuff is still torturous.

It was a complete destruction of the concept "me" such that nothing I did or tried based on my conditioning worked, everything failed, and my entire experience became pure chaos, such as a TV screen with pure blaring static.

I am curious about walk-ins, but I don't think they actually exist, since I would certainly be a walk in in a "new life" which I am about to begin, as I have processed nearly the entire trauma...

The soul has to be completely rebuilt, and cannot be rebuilt by any effort, so the person really is dead, as the remembered entity, so what takes the place, when and if there is a new life, is simply a reconstituted being.