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Originally Posted by Gnosis5
It saddens me that many people who report getting downloads and uploads and going to school do not see the hidden hand behind the illusory screen. They do not see the electronic device around their head, they do not see the small silver pen that emits false emotions into the recipient. Ultimately what does it take for a thoroughly hypnotized person to find out what really occurred, if that person knows anything occurred at all!
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I am not reporting uploads or downloads. I am not reporting being in any school (except, maybe the one of "life"). All I am reporting is that I have a head full of stuff that I have little idea where it came from, or WHY I am getting it. It would be presumptuous of me to say that it is one thing or the other. It would be unconstructive for me to try to design a "message" out of all my experiences, because chances are (like 99.99%) is that what ever I presume to be happening would be wrong.
For a start, I don't know, with any amount of certainty, which information is from actual experience and which information is simply from viewing, in one way or the other. Similarly, I don't now which experiences are "physical" (and I know "some" are), and I don't know which experiences were in the spirit, and which were simply dreams or visions. It's very hard for me to work out. I used to think that ALL of my experiences were in the spirit -- in dreams and visions. That was until I started waking up physically injured and marked, which of course points to the logical conclusion that what ever happened was "physical".
If I wanted to, I could very easily package everything that has happened to me up into a nice neat little story, declaring that I am an abductee having information downloaded into my head (obviously from reptilians and greys - because that's what everyone else is saying, and it would match just fine). I can say that I get taken at night to visit other planets and I can insert some weird names to represent various creatures I have seen, like (maybe) Zorkock, Grath and Bazdaza. However, that would not only be a complete waste of my time, but it would also be a complete waste of everyones time. I am not here to tell stories or to create an aura of excitement around me.
What I prefer to do (and I am quite sure I am taking a useful approach) is to try to explain what has been happening to me, as best I can, in it's RAW form so that people can take the information for how they can relate to it. I am quite happy to say: I DON'T KNOW! I have suspicions of course. I have calculated guesses. But I don't know a lot of things (for sure), and therefore I just want to try to explain things in the best way that I can, without feeling the need to express that I know exactly what's happening and why. This is something many other people endeavor to do, and I think it's disingenuous.