I think alot of people can relate to you last statement....
Sometimes I get tired. But once i can accept the cards that i'm delt, i learn that the people around me (the ones I hold in contempt for being close minded) are the ones that i have to enlighten.
And I can't do that with expectations. I can't do that with stand offish arguments over facts.
I have to wait.... Until they open the door for me to walk through.
It sux man.. but when the look of realization comes over there face.... it's worth it. People get to make choices. We have to let them. Through this process understanding is possible. But it's the window of opportunity that has to be manifested. ok i'm starting to preach ... good day to you my friends