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JohnWdoe · 09-19-2008, 02:51 AM

This is helping no one.

If you look at some of my posts about what i blanket term "New Age" you will realize frankly i think its dangerous and cult like.

I see you people as wonderful poets walking through life but am afraid some people have left the reality im sitting in now, its no denying. Metaphysics have taken the place before genuine good hearted people as for some reason people have learned to become "a higher self" which i personally realized is a ladder one will never catch - its like they put you in a loop.

My higher self has been around me since i was ermm, ever! and leme tell you all i have had some WEIRD stuff happen to me alot of telepathy honestly, which has actually scared people when i have read someones thoughts.

Heres the thing about it with me and "telepathy" its complete random and has no boundary (throw cold reading out) i have had dozens and dozens of times where ill simply get a feeling (it reminds me of sudden realization, the real people know) the feeling will be at total random and it can have a few triggers.

A simple run down on what i feel and experience goes as such,

I must be in a state of mind that is "away" from basic concepts (kinda like the mindless seconds when you go to the fridge, i believe this is the "higher self") once my mind is just "doing its thing" it will take me a certain object or colour to set the "sudden realized" feeling which i have no real reason to feel it, when im feeling that weird feeling i will be told "your mothers coming home" or "walk to the door because someones coming".

It reminds me of an animal sensor or something? i dubbed my own term YEARS before i ever read or heard any of this i simply called it, "my radars".

I can understand your spiritual path all to well... my entire life i have been connected to some weird force but ya know what? my dreams were telling me to leave the New Age world as i was practicing merkaba... I was shown this odd sphere that reminded me of a horse shoe, all i seen was human spirits/theta/souls running trapped like mad wild dogs, i woke up and thought to myself "what is the real meaning for this? and was answered soundly by my intuition "to escape suffering".

Why escape what man is destined to do?

09-19-2008, 02:51 AM	#19
JohnWdoe Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 191	Re: Wilcock Lies Proven 2 This is helping no one. If you look at some of my posts about what i blanket term "New Age" you will realize frankly i think its dangerous and cult like. I see you people as wonderful poets walking through life but am afraid some people have left the reality im sitting in now, its no denying. Metaphysics have taken the place before genuine good hearted people as for some reason people have learned to become "a higher self" which i personally realized is a ladder one will never catch - its like they put you in a loop. My higher self has been around me since i was ermm, ever! and leme tell you all i have had some WEIRD stuff happen to me alot of telepathy honestly, which has actually scared people when i have read someones thoughts. Heres the thing about it with me and "telepathy" its complete random and has no boundary (throw cold reading out) i have had dozens and dozens of times where ill simply get a feeling (it reminds me of sudden realization, the real people know) the feeling will be at total random and it can have a few triggers. A simple run down on what i feel and experience goes as such, I must be in a state of mind that is "away" from basic concepts (kinda like the mindless seconds when you go to the fridge, i believe this is the "higher self") once my mind is just "doing its thing" it will take me a certain object or colour to set the "sudden realized" feeling which i have no real reason to feel it, when im feeling that weird feeling i will be told "your mothers coming home" or "walk to the door because someones coming". It reminds me of an animal sensor or something? i dubbed my own term YEARS before i ever read or heard any of this i simply called it, "my radars". I can understand your spiritual path all to well... my entire life i have been connected to some weird force but ya know what? my dreams were telling me to leave the New Age world as i was practicing merkaba... I was shown this odd sphere that reminded me of a horse shoe, all i seen was human spirits/theta/souls running trapped like mad wild dogs, i woke up and thought to myself "what is the real meaning for this? and was answered soundly by my intuition "to escape suffering". Why escape what man is destined to do?