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Hello all here.

I did alot researches and got to this here from total different topics which was at the end all conected. There is something saying me this might be happening. I lag more of connection then of information. Its hard to get along with all this stuff in my "normal old life" All the people family friends around me its not easy to conversate about these things which taking a big part actually in my life. How did you got along, found your peace with situation in your normal field around you. To all i talk about this its like totally out of the world from them and they dont know how to handle. Some refuse some say they are tolerant in what others believe and my brother is open to this. But i also feel a distance to my old people which is coming with this changes.
I love them and dont like this strange vibrations of being total out of the world like what they believe and know. I had sense when i go this path fully i might loose alot people of my old life. I dont really have someone here to talk to about this all which would make this experience more easy. Anyone had some experiences about this?

p.s.: i mean i just had a date and i was talking about this stuff like for me it was normal but then i realise peoples reaction i notice its a bigger step then i thought at beginning.