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Instead · 12-08-2009, 04:17 AM

Hello everyone. I am on the 4th book. Becoming. I have watched/listened to all of George Greens speaking engagements (Most everyone's actually) and I feel very fortunate to have found other folks striving to become, here in this forum.

I wonder sometimes exactly how I would sound if I were to sit down with an old friend and share with them my beliefs now. "Hey buddy, hows your family. By the way, did you know that we are in an isolated part of the galaxy, striving for upliftment because other beings screwed with our genetics to make us more aggressive and then just dropped us off with the car-still-moving style? But wait, You can't feel like you have been victimized by that or none of the ascension we need will happen..... Are you gonna finish those fries?" Hmmm.

I feel like if I was to really share my beliefs, I could be committed. I really need the validation found here. How do you guys feel when you've been reading and meditating on these books and someone asks you what's new? Are you kidding me?

On a lighter note I'm finding it difficult to cut out the diet cokes. I'm also finding it very difficult to read that motherships are taking loads of minerals that are rightfully ours to other places, but we, ourselves were just left here to fend for ourselves. How does that make it OUR planet in the first place? Aren't there billions of other O2 biosphere's out there?
But we are just entertainment like a holographic play station? Why aren't we facing these entities head on? Or Just figuring out how to leave? I'm a bit worked up about all of this frankly.

I hope my comments aren't inappropriate to post here. I am attempting to turn against the flow of humanity and walk upwards on the stairway whilst building my personal path one stepping stone at a time. I struggle daily with questions like:

What should I do to make money?

My SUV is old, should I look to focus on buying a new one? Does that matter?

Will I ever qualify (Live up to) the honor of being a bonafide ground crew member?

Am I spending too much time checking the recent posts in this forum and specifically "Something is brewing hmmmm"
How can you read that things are going to get REALLY bad in the USA, but not think about that?

I'm using project Venus pictures as my wall paper to visualize a world without money. Am I on the right track with that?
Should I get a Zuni rainbow Indian necklace to wear everyday? A ring?

Sorry for the long post (My first emergence from lurker status here) I've just had a LOT bottled up with no-one to have this type of discussion with.

By the way. Hello everyone. I'm not always this frantic. I'm very thankful such a forum as this exists.

12-08-2009, 04:17 AM	#22
Instead Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: Sol, Terra 3, Florida, USA Posts: 48	Re: "Handbooks for The New Paradigm" Hello everyone. I am on the 4th book. Becoming. I have watched/listened to all of George Greens speaking engagements (Most everyone's actually) and I feel very fortunate to have found other folks striving to become, here in this forum. I wonder sometimes exactly how I would sound if I were to sit down with an old friend and share with them my beliefs now. "Hey buddy, hows your family. By the way, did you know that we are in an isolated part of the galaxy, striving for upliftment because other beings screwed with our genetics to make us more aggressive and then just dropped us off with the car-still-moving style? But wait, You can't feel like you have been victimized by that or none of the ascension we need will happen..... Are you gonna finish those fries?" Hmmm. I feel like if I was to really share my beliefs, I could be committed. I really need the validation found here. How do you guys feel when you've been reading and meditating on these books and someone asks you what's new? Are you kidding me? On a lighter note I'm finding it difficult to cut out the diet cokes. I'm also finding it very difficult to read that motherships are taking loads of minerals that are rightfully ours to other places, but we, ourselves were just left here to fend for ourselves. How does that make it OUR planet in the first place? Aren't there billions of other O2 biosphere's out there? But we are just entertainment like a holographic play station? Why aren't we facing these entities head on? Or Just figuring out how to leave? I'm a bit worked up about all of this frankly. I hope my comments aren't inappropriate to post here. I am attempting to turn against the flow of humanity and walk upwards on the stairway whilst building my personal path one stepping stone at a time. I struggle daily with questions like: What should I do to make money? My SUV is old, should I look to focus on buying a new one? Does that matter? Will I ever qualify (Live up to) the honor of being a bonafide ground crew member? Am I spending too much time checking the recent posts in this forum and specifically "Something is brewing hmmmm" How can you read that things are going to get REALLY bad in the USA, but not think about that? I'm using project Venus pictures as my wall paper to visualize a world without money. Am I on the right track with that? Should I get a Zuni rainbow Indian necklace to wear everyday? A ring? Sorry for the long post (My first emergence from lurker status here) I've just had a LOT bottled up with no-one to have this type of discussion with. By the way. Hello everyone. I'm not always this frantic. I'm very thankful such a forum as this exists. Last edited by Instead; 12-08-2009 at 04:49 AM.