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Zeddo · 12-01-2009, 08:18 PM

I first saw this message about 2 years ago and to be honest I thought "yes, absolutely yes". Now however......No, I don't think so.

For me a lot has changed. I have always been a rather aware person but there is someting that niggles at me from the deep recesses. I see it here I see it everywhere.

What if, just what if, this whole "thing" we call reality, was set to fail and set to fail for a definite reason. Perhaps a learning curve? Hnnnn. I see definite distinctions in people, as clear as you have different breeds of dogs and cats, so you have different "human " types. The souless, the spiritual, the psuedo spiritual, the genuine, the genuine as long as you scratch my ego, the caring and the not caring....the list is as varied as the cup cake toppings at a 4 year old's birthday party.

I look at the basic fabric of this thing we call reality and see that in order for life to be sustained , something has to die. There are exceptions but the norm is kill to eat. If we were so great, if gid was so powerful we would be "light beings" where we obtain our sustenance as do trees and plants (even there you have trees and plants that kill to survive).

What am I saying here.....we need to learn that we are not as almighty and wonderful as we presume ourselves to be. That at some level we are indeed all bigots and fools and that this life we now live, as terrible as it is, is merely a lesson and that we need to grow the F up and do it frigging right quick, or be doomed to repeat this.

So, NO, thank you all the same.

12-01-2009, 08:18 PM	#57
Zeddo Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2008 Posts: 694	Re: Are they up there?Now what??? HMMMMM... I first saw this message about 2 years ago and to be honest I thought "yes, absolutely yes". Now however......No, I don't think so. For me a lot has changed. I have always been a rather aware person but there is someting that niggles at me from the deep recesses. I see it here I see it everywhere. What if, just what if, this whole "thing" we call reality, was set to fail and set to fail for a definite reason. Perhaps a learning curve? Hnnnn. I see definite distinctions in people, as clear as you have different breeds of dogs and cats, so you have different "human " types. The souless, the spiritual, the psuedo spiritual, the genuine, the genuine as long as you scratch my ego, the caring and the not caring....the list is as varied as the cup cake toppings at a 4 year old's birthday party. I look at the basic fabric of this thing we call reality and see that in order for life to be sustained , something has to die. There are exceptions but the norm is kill to eat. If we were so great, if gid was so powerful we would be "light beings" where we obtain our sustenance as do trees and plants (even there you have trees and plants that kill to survive). What am I saying here.....we need to learn that we are not as almighty and wonderful as we presume ourselves to be. That at some level we are indeed all bigots and fools and that this life we now live, as terrible as it is, is merely a lesson and that we need to grow the F up and do it frigging right quick, or be doomed to repeat this. So, NO, thank you all the same.