[Lionhawk]

The lower life forms I was referring to are the Draconians, your controllers. Hey if you want to go up to one of them and give them a big wet kiss and a bear hug, go for it. If you want to stay here in this density and learn in this classroom what it means to not be truly free, then stay here. To go within is hard work. You want to be controlled, stay here. Where this Planet is going is going to leave you behind, because of YOUR ego. I will rejoice when that moment becomes the now.

Swanny, your ego card is boring. Come up with something more constructive instead of destructive. Many of us have done the work and I'm sorry you don't like that fact. The work never stops either. The more you do the more you find yourself doing. I wish you would tell us what you're doing instead of just dealing out the ego cards. It's a real pity as some of us do have proof and the inner work is still going on. I have seen that proof of work here with some members of this forum. Pity no one here is going to see that proof because of certain egos here can't wrap their heads around the fact that someone has truly worked hard to do that work and have the results to prove it. If I could put it another way, those that have done the work took the risk. What have you risked? It isn't about being superior and that response only tells me there is an insecurity issue there. The ones who have truly done that inner work do not even think along those terms Far from it as you have once again demonstrated an angle that only promotes separation. Grab on to some of the positive energy here and empower yourself.

Alex Collier mentions something about "mutual respect." I suggest you watch that as it will enlighten you.

Talk about school rooms. But when do you decide to graduate? When do you decide it is time to spread your wings and do what you came here to do? To graduate you have to work through your stuff and then take refresher courses to stay on top of that. Who's to say you have to stay in the classroom all of your life? I mean if you have any respect for who you are and you don't want to stay back and repeat those lessons time after time, what do you do? You pass those lessons so that you can get newer ones. You don't get what you are not ready for. That would only compromise the lesson. It takes a serious commitment and a passion to do that. A lot of hard work I might add. My point is that there is a self determining point of where you say I have graduated and you get out there and start doing it. You start to heal people, you confront the dark side and start protecting those that you love or those that are not able if they request it of you. The work that you do is priceless. You take a course in school and you study the theory and you also prove in a lab something tangible as far as results reflecting that theory. Why should your life be any different in those pursuits? It is also about fulfilling your own spiritual contract. That takes personal responsibility. And if you can surpass what is in that contract then you are way ahead of the game. You won't have to come back here and have to go through what you didn't complete the first time. I chose in this lifetime to not leave anything uncompleted. Look in the mirror and check your own report card and see where it is that you are not completing. For someone to deduce a lifetime of hard work and call it ego doesn't understand your life's work and what you sacrificed to do that. They just don't know what they are talking about. And that is all it is.

You command your own determination through your free agency and your will to exercise that. Like I said, I am not coming back and because I choose not to. I have all of my reasons and they were made with my own personal judgments reflecting what is best for me. I have risked it all because of what I foresee in the future as to what my reality will be. I didn't come here to tell you what you should do or how to do it. I only came here to say it can be done if you so choose. I'm not the only one as there are also others here who have or are going through it for themselves. My email boxes here and at home validate that. For me I have graduated. I have spent years in this incarnation alone to get where I am at and if anything, ego didn't help me get here. What got me here was my heart. Take it or leave it, as this is where I am coming from despite the negative comments. You can call it what you like. Soon I will be leaving, as with many others, whether it be on whatever path that the individual chooses. Some by ship, some by abduction, some by Earth changes, some by their own internal resistance, and whatever else floats your boat. Just because I have my own path doesn't mean you have any awareness of what that entails unless you decide to have mutual respect in the sharing of those paths, which would include yours in that exchange.

The bottom line is that I want my freedom. I am passionate about that. I also want others to be as passionate about their own personal freedom. Also for the freedom of the Planet and across this Universe. That is what the "real" Galactic Federation would also like to see and strive for. What this is about is allowing the expression of the Creator to shine through his/her fragmented self to the maximum and the war that is going on is about that. Those who think they can be so arrogant to think they could snuff out the Creator. But that is their goal and we are all caught up in the middle of that war, whether anyone wants to face that or not. Plenty of sand out there. You choose to hide in it and when you find yourself left behind because others chose not to hide in the sand, then it will become very clear to you as your new place of loneliness will define it for you.

A warrior doesn't run 14 Chakras. It isn't about slicing and dicing the enemy all the time either. A warrior faces himself and comes to realize that he cannot defeat himself no matter how many obstacles he places before himself. He faces himself head on and thereby takes it on as a responsibility. It is all about the fight for your freedom and it starts by going within. There are many battles which will take place and as long as you don't give up, and you work it through it, you can defeat that EGO that prevents us from our freedom. The lesson is to learn that. Then you are free to do what is necessary to keep that freedom secured through wisdom. That is when a warrior comes into his/her own. A graduation of sorts. So if you want to stay in school all of your life, never having to go out and face what is in your environment and do something about it, then it is just a choice to do so. I have already chosen what resonates for me. I choose freedom!

Namaste' and to those where this applies, have a Great Thanksgiving tomorrow.