NOWIAM wrote:
"I was wondering if you or any others would care to expound on this concept of "WILLINGNESS to be a SERVANT" to some "SOURCE". This should tie in nicely with the GWB and most of Project Camelot/Avalon topics regarding discernment.
For example, many people may translate your comments as becoming a puppet of some "external" being or force. And that they might lose control of their known volition, reasoning abilities and identity, etc.
And even if a person believes that All-Is-One and any "external's" are merely a perception error it would be nice to demonstrate, if nothing else, the practical connecting components to help validate such a view."
I can only comment on my own spiritual experience, over many lifetimes (of which I am aware of). In this lifetime, "spirit" contacted me after I declared that I was willing to become a total servant to GOD'S will, as I understood it. I used St. Francis of Assi's poem about being a servant at a crisis point in my life, praying it over and over. about a year and a half later, "spirit" contacted me by "tapping" on my left shoulder, gently but insistently. Finally I surrendered to allow it to "channel" through me (that was like 8 years ago) and it developed to what it is now.
My story and description of how this works is on my website,
www.forgiveandawaken.com.
I have had MANY moments of doubt, wondering just "who" I was listening to, etc. All I can really describe it as is just PURE LOVE. How do you describe such things? We can't, with the intellect. We can only experience it from the heart. At some point, we must becoming willing to surrender the intellect to be in SERVICE to our OWN heart.
As I understand it, to the VERY limited degree I can explain it, we ARE GOD. There is only one of us, and all this stuff we are experiencing, is in fact, illusion. But the soul evolves through myriad's of lifetimes and space times to "remember" that, and awaken in total ascendence. Why does this happen?
I have no frickin' clue. Even the beings in the 12th dimension can't explain that, because it's BEYOND MIND, which was CREATED BY US as part of the construct of the illusion. Look, I just can't explain this, and all spiritual paths eventually say that as well. It can only be experienced, and only from the HEART, never the head.
So, how do I know what I am being a servant TO? I just feel it in my heart. It is LOVE at the SOURCE, and from love when ascended masters or advanced beings communicate to and through me. That is the only barometer I know. Not very exciting to the ego based intellect, but there you have it. It's just love, and love is all, so it's not "just", actually. Its the ALL that is ALL, LITERALLY!
You just have to experience it to really get what I'm saying. How? by being willing to be a servant to your OWN higher self. Your OWN higher self. Not another being "out there"- YOU, in your ENLIGHTENED state, which exists NOW, in Heaven, or "one with GOD", because we never actually LEFT that state....it's still within us-our heart center.
Jesus~Holy Spirit says through me that self forgiveness is the fastest way to enlightenment, and the most powerful self forgiveness prayer is to forgive ourselves for making up the belief that we ever separated from SOURCE, which is US, as GOD, or that ALL THAT IS ALL. Confused yet? thats' ok, because spirit says that as we take on this self forgiveness, spiritual clarity is one of the first things to come into our experience, a very powerful sign that our split mind is healing.
The book "Disappearance of the Universe" is a easy to read tutorial on this path...available anywhere. Author is Gary Renard. Also, A Course in Miracles, but read "Disappearance" first, it makes the Course WAY easier to comprehend.
ALOHA~BLESSINGS