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Northern Boy · 11-22-2009, 06:39 PM

nice post SG

I never wanted kids for some reason I felt they would not be part of my life. Then 10 years ago from this coming Thurs I had a boy . It was both the best day and the scariest day of my life.

Glad to see him born and he had all his fingers and toes looked like a normal kid . But then my mind wanders and thinks will he grow up to be a normal kid be able to walk speak see or will he be unable to do any of these things.

Then you wonder about all the crazy things you did when you were a kid and if he would get involved in any of them . Well to make a long story short it has been a pure joy to see him grow these last ten years and I would not trade them for anything I have not seen him in roughly a month and will get to see him this coming THURS AND FRI and am looking forward. He is closer to me than his sleeping mother the main reason we are apart.

Loving your kids is a great thing and this may be a touchy thing to reveal but I can let go of him If some thing happens I know that down the line we will be together again in the end. If i leave this life or he does I know we will meet up again . I waited almost 40 years to have a child and can say without a doubt it is the hardest but the best job a parent can ever have and I would not change a thing about it . Mulligan granted

11-22-2009, 06:39 PM	#22
Northern Boy Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Location: On this Rock Posts: 1,390	Re: To our children's Children nice post SG I never wanted kids for some reason I felt they would not be part of my life. Then 10 years ago from this coming Thurs I had a boy . It was both the best day and the scariest day of my life. Glad to see him born and he had all his fingers and toes looked like a normal kid . But then my mind wanders and thinks will he grow up to be a normal kid be able to walk speak see or will he be unable to do any of these things. Then you wonder about all the crazy things you did when you were a kid and if he would get involved in any of them . Well to make a long story short it has been a pure joy to see him grow these last ten years and I would not trade them for anything I have not seen him in roughly a month and will get to see him this coming THURS AND FRI and am looking forward. He is closer to me than his sleeping mother the main reason we are apart. Loving your kids is a great thing and this may be a touchy thing to reveal but I can let go of him If some thing happens I know that down the line we will be together again in the end. If i leave this life or he does I know we will meet up again . I waited almost 40 years to have a child and can say without a doubt it is the hardest but the best job a parent can ever have and I would not change a thing about it . Mulligan granted Last edited by Northern Boy; 11-22-2009 at 09:36 PM.