Spregovori

I also had a strange dream this night...too weird.

It will be hard to describe. I am not used to do this...dreams are very "chaotic" and or confusing.

My grandmother and Lan were somehow combined as one...I saw that not all is well. Than my grandmother and Lan got separated. I asked my grandmother if I should proceed with the euthanasia. She said no. I asked why...since all the problems. She told me to look at him...and he was fine. All rested, healthy, happy...

The grandmother mentioned above is still alive. She has medical problems but not as severe as Lan did. I "understand" this dream as - seperate him from the bad and everything will be ok... yet I was told not to gve him the injection or so I remember...

I also (consciously) and officially offered myself in exchange for his health and life...but it seems the offer was not accepted.

He is now in a place I do not understand, see or hear. I do hope soul is eternal - for him.

And if he has karmic debt (negative) it should be put on my shoulders.