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Originally Posted by Ammit
Hi all
Been off a couple of days due to starting a new job, back looking after our dear old folk in mental health.
Sadly there is such disharmony there, people ( staff ) trying to get others the sack while the rest enjoy watching other peoples sadness.
I wish I never took the damned job. Seems the dementia clients are more human then the staff. So, why do we behave like this, every day another member of staff tells me a story where some one has been lied about to get them struck off the care register. WHY?????????
I am sorry to bleat this out on this forum but you guys seem to listen and have a worth while comment.
I think I have entered a hatred feeding frenzy there.
Ammit
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Dear Ammit
I have been going through the same thoughts since I put myself back into the matrix over 6 months ago.
I wanted to widen my circle to bring light out to the world. I picked a retail store that had nothing to do with living spiritual practices.
It has been challenging to manage, not only the energy, but my emotions reacting to particular experiences as well.
I did this so I could practice, practice practice being light amid drama, anger, egoistic people who want to treat others like they are beneath them etc etc
It is easy to be love and light in my home where I can meditate and stay at a higher level of vibration, quite another to bring it out to the world and maintain it.
If you can see it from this angle it may help you to see your higher self may have chosen this precisely because it needs your special light
I believe this is so
Love to you and remember balance, going within and meditation to hear your heart's wisdom
Truth