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Originally Posted by Spregovori
But that is me. I have..."troubled" past behind me...I do not care that much about myself...even now as a "healthy" 26yr and I do not care if I do not wake up tomorrow morning. There is not much reason except him.His inner being might have a different opinion. I can not communicate with him and now I am in a position of an "executioner".
I try my best to ignore my selfish feelings of sadness
and figure out what is best for him.
I do not want him to suffer yet I do not know what he wants.
Is he now just on a "survival" instinct
or is there more?
He was always very intelligent.
I wish he would somehow tell me what to do.
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NOW, here's a few thoughts to ponder:
Your dog, came to you,
in a very 'hard time' on 'his road'
and, also, a very 'hard time' on 'your road'
They are fluffy, and, soft,
and, warm and loving, because,
that is what you,
so lovingly installed within him.
If it was NOT within you, it would NOT be within him.
It is a two-way street,
with our fuzzy furry pets,
and, both parties, always, and, in all ways,
move in the same direction,
at approximately the same speed.
He came to you, when he was two,
so, he could find 'compassion', 'faith", "hope" and, some "charity"
which, all adds up, to having a trip/or a voyage,
all about "love"
In the process,
you both, won,
as, you both have,
and, you both have discovered and found "real" bonds of love.
Looking after him,
he lit a spark in you,
that, put you into the mode of doing...
If you want to see,
your own magic, in action,
then, stop now,
and, go look deeply into your dogs eyes
there lurking you will see,
all, that, you truly are,
as, well, as, all that he truly is,
he didn't land on your path,
as, 'dark' as it was, at the time, he landed there,
for, 'no reason'
he came,
so, you could develop yourself,
and, just show the world,
what 'good stuff' you are made off --
your dog, has given you 'dual purpose'
which, BTW, is a grand, and, a marvelous thing
something, of a miracle...
So now, your life has the foundation,
you created a real home, for the two of you to share,
a place, where you were able to
truly develop the foundation,
that will launch,
your own 'greater purpose'
i do NOT know,
if you have you ever, heard the eXpression
'you stopped two steps, sort of the load" ???
Honour, the bond, and, the friendship
the love, all that the two of you have built together,
with your dog, over 13 years,
as, the dog, has graciously,
helped you to develop, into something very marvelous,
and, quite magical.
if you go,
to where the dog is,
and, you look deeply into his eyes
there's a mirror there, for you to explore
it is within, your dogs big huge eyes
that, he will speak to you,
in 'big' and 'large' volumes,
as, there within mirror,
in his big beautiful eyes,
you will see,
yourself,
for the very first time, in a way,
i'll bet, that after reading this,
and, doing that,
that you will NEVER have seen yourself before...
in this type of light
Always, remember, these types of special moments
and, go out,
and, eXpress yourself,
by living the magic in your dogs eyes,
and, push that, energy,
through the rest of your life
knowing, that the great change,
you gave the dog, approx 13 years ago,
is the same sort of change,
he gave you,
and, weave that, into everything you do !!!
This world, needs you NOW !!!
and, remember,
that sometimes, we are gifted with the next pet,
who, ironically, has the same eyes/and, same heart,
as, the last one ~ my cat, has been in 4 out of the 5 cats,
i have had, in this lifetime !!!
Your posting today, has spurred me,
into realising, that i think, i am NOW ready for another pet,
there's a stray, out at the ranch, i ride at,
his eyes, and, his purr, are quite familiar,
and, i think, i might just go; and; get him,
and, see if, he'd like to share my nice warm home with me,
than spend a winter, in a cold barn !!!
Thank You !!!
ps; may you always be the person, your dog, believes that you are !!! LOL