[greybeard]

Thanks to all on this thread, its good to share.
Is a anyone here Kundalini awakened? (energy running up the spine)

While on the whole I am balanced, there are periods of intense lonliness, I want to be home, wherever that is. Just a feeling of not belonging.

Times of great compassion and times of "Divine indiference" I realise that creation is unfolding in sheer perfection.
On the one hand its seen as a vanity to believe that I can personally make a difference and yet I know that the power of prayer is immense.

As has been said here allready. Im not interest in groups, what can be said??
Contact with others has diminished all by itself.

I can break into tears when I see acts of inocent love. Closness of a couple walking down the street, or sadness when I see people quareling.

I dont get what the "fuss" is most of time. Things are just seen from a different perspective.

I play music at home with a friend. I enjoy it thouroughly in the moment but if it never happened agin then that would be ok.

In some wys the way that I experience life now is quite unsettling and not "normal". No expectation, no regret. Somtimes seems a bit flat.
That is the ego no doubt.

Anyway that enough of me.


Chris
Namaste