[PhiedPiper]

Hi everyone!

I really do miss this project! I have been taking the necessary steps to get re-grounded for work that needs to be done!

I would just like to step in for a moment and say that I most definitely have not forgotten about the Nexus Project, nor is it any less important to me than it was when participating actively!

Circumstances prevent me from returning to participate actively once more, but I would definitely like to say at this time that I will be preparing something for the May 22nd, 2010 event.

I would like to release drafts of the audiofile earlier in 2010 so we can have time to make opinions and suggestions about the material, giving me time to refine it in subsequent drafts until we reach a final version that is practically "blowing everyone away".

Early research with files never released to the public via this project revealed potential for highly effective psychoacoustic stimulation. The reason these files were not released at the time was for two reasons, one of which many of you remember - I had to drastically readjust my life circumstances so as to heal from a really strange ailment - I was able to do so thanks to your healing energy! I can't thank you enough!

But the other reason was because I knew I was getting a bit over my head, and working with the deadlines we had for our more large-scale meditation events was introducing potential risk into what should be a more carefully meted process of feedback on gradually increasing intensities of psychoacoustic materials.

Let me put it this way - I didn't want to introduce a "de facto" acoustic material that had the power to vibrate higher chakras, trigger kundalini energy, etc., and have everyone feel obligated to use a (for them) overly intense acoustic material in that larger group session when we had the most people participating.

I would not be surprised if those participating more regularly have taken extra steps to awaken those higher places of internal vibration, and so for them these materials would have likely been safe.

But suffice it to say that these series of internal awakenings are most safely conducted at a gradual pace, and so I would want to offer a scaled variety of materials, all based upon the same acoustic foundation, of which people could sample the variety, and choose one that is most appropriate for them.

This will be the ultimate goal for our next large scale event, May 22nd, 2010, if everyone is in agreement that this is the most appropriate course of action.

People will be recommended to try to use the highest level psychoacoustic material possible, but to be sure to have sampled it beforehand, so that they can be sure the effects are not overly intense for them.

The experimental months in between (roughly from the beginning of 2010 to a few months into the year), will be best used collecting feedback - most ideally gathering descriptions of what "too intense" of an experience can feel like - I know I've had them before.

Succinctly put, such an experience in the form of meditation can begin innocently enough, but quickly spiral out of control as higher chakras are being triggered while lower ones remain dormant. This can lead to an "unsettling" feeling, a bit like one is in the midst of a potent whirlwind of energy they are not free to direct. This is exactly what we do not want, as we are specifically doing these synchronized meditations to direct our energy cumulatively towards a shared target.

However by the same token we wish to each contribute the maximum amount of possible energy at our disposal, and so this system of psychoacoustic atunement to a variety of levels of stimulation (there will likely be 7-8 files to choose from) seems to be the best way to go.

I will try to release them in order of increasing intensity, with the objective of gathering feedback that each one is indeed more potent than the last. Similarly, I am hoping to gather some feedback on the last few files as to how they may be overwhelming to some, but we will have to wait and see - there's no problem at all if everyone agrees each one is more potent than the last, but no one thinks the last one is too overwhelming to use on May 22nd.

Either way, the ultimate goal is to have everyone be both totally comfortable, and as synchronized as possible (which is why these files will all be based off the same fundamental material), at the same time.

With that having been said, I will try to return again in about 2 months with the first file to integrate into our weekly meditations (hopefully by then I will be ready to join in once more).

I wish I could participate regularly in the meantime, but unfortunately my circumstances still do not quite yet allow me to do so.

I miss you all dearly!

Take care,

Phied Piper

PS - It is indeed to sad to see that Astral Walker is in all likelihood "on his way"... hopefully we will see him return to the forum at some point in time if he ever has any major updates!

As for his message - we hear you loud and clear buddy!!