[Initiate]

I think james from wingmakers defines the problem well:

"What happens for many spiritual seekers is that they begin to teach the information
gleaned from their Deep Dive as a form of “truth-telling,” and in this process they fall
back into separation. This separation is an old pattern, and consists of vestigial
energy that—like a gravitational beam—keeps the seeker in the paradigm of us and
them, saved and unsaved, enlightened and unenlightened, God-fearing and atheist,
order and chaos, and so forth."

http://www.wingmakers.com/downloads/...l_activism.pdf