[Moxie]

You have had good results calling on the name, so, seems appropriate to apply your relationship in understanding what those dreams & experiences meant. You asked for assistance to understand the Book. Might you receive interpretation for all those terrible experiences including the "testing" you still have?

Or, is the message you have now the realization
that it took those experiences to get you to call on him?
Is that your message? To share the power of Jesus?

How do you see Jesus? Is this power exterior to you and was bestowed to you, that it happens on occasion? Do you feel that you have been the recipient of receiving a new spirit, the "gift of the Holy Spirit?" Is this your message?

I keep an open mind and am always curious to know how one perceives God.

All the discourses about reptilians, demonic, satan, god, etc....
Just who are WE? Heck, by now, regardless of the terminology one uses, reptilians, demons... seems to me to be the same story line w/new jargon... humans need saving, saving from ourselves?

I'm just asking questions because I want to know who we ARE!!!
We can't just be Neutral and no one wants to even THINK that we might be the reptilians ourselves, the demons... geesh.. I'm getting a headache. I hope I'm not off topic, forgive me ifyou perceive that I am. Darn it, I hate it when I hit send to maybe later regret it........ lol