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Originally Posted by Kinsuemei2
Look I am sorry, I did take it out on you and for that I am sorry, I have no excuse, it's been a very bad couple of days and I should not vent my anger on others, I agree that many people quote that idiot Dan Brown, who I do not like incidentally he blatantly stole peoples work and published it for himself, his theories are also in dispute, but again.
i do not want to fight you, or argue, as I said, I was wrong and it's been a bad few days, you will have to forgive my douchbaggery as I am sure I will make an ass out myself again before my time here is done, but that's just the way I am, and at least I can admit that I do make ALOT of mistakes, I hope you can forgive my outburst.
I am in so much pain that I get very hostile on my 'Bad days' so please bear with me, if I get out of line just tell me, I can take it when my ego gets in the way of my rationale.
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Kinsuemei2, look, I sincerely don't want to argue either. I really don't. I have no will to argue. I have no will to debate. I sincerely and honestly don't. I don't want to be negative. I don't want to have to "have it out" with people. I just lost it - because time and time again, at the mention of "Jesus" or "The Bible" online, I have to go through that religious debate thing - and I am sick of it. I really am. I don't want to. I just want to be allowed to express what I believe, without people flat out, bluntly saying that what ever I believe is a load of hooey because it's from a book that people regard as "propaganda".
That would be the same as if I went to ANYONE else's beliefs on this forum and said: "Yeah well your source is all a load of BS". I plain out wouldn't do it, because EVERYONE has some truths. I just think it's useless and unproductive to try and discredit someone in such a manner. It's really rude and obnoxious what dolphin said. The main aim was basically just to discredit anything I ahve to say. Then I lost it because you basically backed dolphin up with more talk about religion, and I was sitting here thinking: "Oh, here we go again. I mentioned Jesus so now I ahve to devend myself against projections of being 'Religious' all over again", like I've had to do 50,000 times over the last 10 years. I'm off it.
Look, I apologise too. I am really sorry about my post above. But I just wanted to show how annoyed I get when people don't just stick to communication without trying to discredit people. I wish people could just stick with sharing information and offering suggestions and responses. There's no need for people to pull me into a religious debate, because I just don't want to. I am sick of it. I know all the cleches. I know what most people will say in such a debate. I've been through it hundreds and hundreds of times. It never got anyone anywhere.
I sincerely do not want to have negative communications with anyone on this forum. I am really upset that I made that post above - but I just didn't know how else to make it clear that 1). I am not religious 2). I don't want to debate religion or defend the atrocities people have done in the name of religion 3). I sincerely DO believe that the Bible was not penned by man. And if anyone would like me to go into my reasoning for that, in a productive and mature discussion, I am quite willing to do that in another thread -- should someone wish to bring it up. But this thread was not intended to debate religion.