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Originally Posted by Kinsuemei2
I am sorry but i do not understand you do not belive in reincarnation but have dreams and images from that past, I believe in reincarnation due to a autistic daughter that has full recall.
But we all believe different things, if you feel that reincarnation is not real, then very simply my friend, they are what they are Dreams, that need no explanation if the come from deep within you, but an attempt to understand yourself which from what I see from your posts you are struggling with, and to be honest we all struggle with if we are really honest.
I have experiences that I can explain, I have guides that explain it, but I also have had instances with the reptilians that I can not explain, but ultimately the answers to many of my question lay with myself I have just not searched hard enough, we all suffer from cognitive dissidence, even those who are more awake and perceptually experienced than others.
Its all about perspective, and how you view your self, the only real question is what do you think your dreams tell you? , do you have deja vu?, that's usually a sign that you are on the right path.
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My "middle name" is deja vu! I experience it on a daily basis. I have to stop, constantly, and think: "what's going on here?".. I feel as though I have relived moments time and time again. I don't just get deja vu, bu if I am traveling in a car, past various places, I can feel so many things as I am passing different areas (as if I am connecting with things that have happened from every area). I can't explain any of these things fully.
One thing was suggested to me a little while back (about deja vu). That I am being "abducted" and that the abductors are placing me back in time where I left off, and sometimes they put me back "a few moments earlier" (which I have already lived through) and that is what is constantly giving me deja vu. I don't know about that, but I certainly do get it A LOT!
This does NOT mean I am being "abducted". I really don't know WHY I am getting it. I honestly don't. I can't say i know.
Regarding reincarnation. See, there's so much I don't know. Also, there's so much a LOT of people don't know. I find that it is human nature to feel as though they HAVE to choose a position (like to choose a side -- or choose a view). Many people talk about issues as if it's just plain out fact, but I try not to do that. What happens if your view changes tomorrow? What happens if you are stuck with your views and you cannot grow and learn because you didn't recognize new information?
I certainly have MEMORIES, which I have had all of my life -- since I was a child. I used to wonder where these places were and why I can't go there anymore. I STILL have them, and even new ones come all the time. However, that still isn't enough evidence to me that it is a "past life". I can think of at least 1/2 a dozen other explanations. Maybe it is a transplanted memory? Maybe I am picking it up from someone who DID live in that time? Maybe before I was born I was watching (or responsible for) a person FROM that time. I can go on and on. But a lot of people simply believe the main consensus (what the mob thinks, so they can all get along with the same relative ideas). Everyone talks about "past life this and past life that", matter of factly. I just don't see ANYTHING matter of factly. I MIGHT be wrong about a LOT of things I know (or think i know). I am certainly not trying to be "right". I just want to be open to the truth -- what EVER that is.
This isn't just about "past life experiences" there are a LOT of phenomena I experience "constantly". Lost time. Feeling of entities around me. Smells. Gusts of wind next to me (inside), room lighting up blue, being paralyzed, buzzing sounds past my ears, talking, humming, high pitches squealing, entities standing before me GLOWING and transparent and blue. Who am I to say I know EXACTLY what all these things are? I'll tell you straight - I really don't know. Some might say ghosts, some might say aliens, some might say I am schizophrenic! Some might say i was sexually abused. Some might say I watch too many bad movies. Some might say I am reading the minds of people from another apartment. The list goes on. I don't know WHAT is going on and I don't see why I should have to make a decision and choose (matter of factly) an explanation.
What I will say is that my "memories" are like those who would consider them "past life memories", the experiences I have of waking up paralyzed and room lit up blue is like how people consider them "abduction experience". But how do I know that's EXACTLY what's going on? I will LISTEN to that theory and I might even LEAN to it if I can't think of something better - but I don't see any of this information as FACT.
That's not to say I plain out reject the ideas. I have an open mind. I just don't see how so many people seem to be so matter of fact about things and speak as if they know everything and have all the answers. It's as if people are afraid to say: 'Hey, I don't know!" in case they lose the respect and admiration of others.
Some people speak like this: "Well, I spoke with Artnook from Galapharamanabara yesterday at 3:30 when I was abducted from my lounge room. I was taken to the moon and I was shown that there will be a portal opening on the 23rd of November 2009 above Hawaii. I know that this is true, because during my past life when I was Cleaopatra I spoke with an incarnation of Abrahan Lincoln from the future and I remember him telling me that Hawaii was placed on the earth by a mother ship 733 years ago" -- I mean COME ON! This is EXACTLY how a LOT of people talk.
I don't like to do that. I just describe the experiences the best way I can because I don't KNOW "exactly" what's going on. I don't want to fall into the trap of choosing a side or making assumptions just so I might sound as if I know what I am talking about to other people. I just want to describe things in the best way I can without too many conclusions or conjecture.
if I experience something that I know (by the nature of it) people will recognize as "abduction" I will post it in an abduction section, where other people say they are experiencing similar things. But that doesn't necessarily mean I am 100% convinced I was abducted. Then some people might say: "Well if you can't say 100% then you were NOT! Because if you were, you'd KNOW it!". But let me say this. I just got back from the movies. But did I REALLY go there? Maybe I didn't! Maybe something else happened and I just THOUGHT I went to the movies. Someone might say to me: "Well, if you don't know for sure you must not have went to the movies". All I can say is that I remember going to the movies and I can describe what I saw there.
Many of my experiences and dreams are so vivid, sometimes I have a hard time trying to remember if something was a dream or whether it really happened. I have to stop and think for a second. Particularly if it was a long time ago, because I can remember dreams that I had when I was three! Then when you consider that when I go to sleep it's like being in an IMAX theater all night - it all becomes all the MORE confusing. So I have NO option but to stand back and say: "You know what? I'm bloody lost! I have absolutely NO idea where all this is coming from!". There's just too much! Sometimes I THINK I know and I change my mind the next day. Then I change it again the day after that.
I just plain out don't know much of ANYTHING for sure and I am damned sure most everyone else doesn't either. So that is why discussion is useful. But too many people are way to matter of fact about things and I think it is counterproductive.
But that's just me. Everyone is different.