[Gnosis5]

Between Lives Session #6 -- Body Bank


Hello, I do believe a lot of this data is already on the internet
as alien abductions. It does not matter to them whether one is dead
or alive, because somehow one is always "alive" and accessible to them.

L. Kin says in his writings that the guards here like to play both sides --
angel and devil, but their aim is to keep us here no matter which side they
are playing. In this particular between lives I guess I saw the guards who
were playing "devil".

This session showed me that hierarchies, no matter how angelic, are apparencies.
It is merely control by enforcing considerations of status. For example, we have
the consideration that angels have a higher "enlightenment" status than we humans.

I'm not saying that there are never any beings anywhere who are simply loving with
no hidden self-serving agenda, and I would like to meet those beings. I see a future
when I myself will be one of those beings :-)

NOTE: Later I did meet a being who represented himself as Maittreya.


This incident is complicated because there appears to have been two bodies that died
that I am associated with, the other one being the host body I took up during the lectures.
That remains to be seen.

I also had some attention on a "curse" and got that it had something to do about being
small forever, like a foot soldier or pawn. It was a curse from a past life that I appear to
have still been carrying with me. I really hate getting tricked into being a foot soldier for
the "bad guys". Almost feel sorry for the Greys. Or very possible they told me in their
script that I was cursed, very likely.

Also I picked up that their attention on the body was for the purposes of having a
"labour force" and I got an imagery of people being like forest rangers and all happy.
This seems to be the big "cause" of the Greys, and perhaps they don't consciously
realize someone is pushing their buttons to get them to do their self-serving bidding.
No point in reasoning with them though. They are totally into obeying and doing their job.

I found myself hugely ashamed and embarrassed when they electrically stimulated the
body to produce sexual sensations. I think this is the Reptilian's bag. Somehow I can't
see the Greys getting excited about sexual stimulation.

NOTE: My invalid mother once brought a disembodied being home from the hospital
who was into electrical stimulation so I do have some reality on what degraded beings
are capable of.

We are still sorting out the exact sequence of events (what came first) and getting
more details on body-in-pawn that I might still be letting myself be controlled by in this incident.

"Bodies in Pawn" means they are controlling me somehow by doing something to the body
that they have on the spaceship that I feel protective about.