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Old 10-25-2009, 12:03 PM   #45
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Default Re: Experiences since a toddler - all my life.

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Originally Posted by FIIISH View Post
M1,

Some people believe:

that we ARE God-pieces of the whole.

We are the creator, and there are many creators that make up the One, Infinite Creator. Some are more powerful than we are, some less.
But, we all create.

Therefore, praying to an angel is still praying to a higher power.
Isn't that what you are intending to do?

Sincerely,

FIIISH
Some people may believe that, but I am not one of them. I pray only to the most high. If he wants me to talk with anyone less, he will send them. I do not believe that we are "God pieces". I am wholeheartedly convinced that we are the "creat-ION" and that we must conduct ourselves as such.

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Yes, "conversations with god" Neale Donald Walsh, (do-not be put of by the title, its not what it seems) says that we are infinite pieces spread through out all that is, experiencing past, present, future, parallel lives all at the same moment (NOW)

In this one piece of existence, this life, this earth, we are experiencing love and fear, tho fear is the dominant emotion, it seems, regardless of one's belief system...I personally can see how fear has bought me to this moment which has ultimately shown me the true nature of love...

It seems we need to understand the duality of all, to understand anything in this one piece of our existence, matrix/hologram or what ever else we wish to call it?

peace always
I have many dreams and visions of places that do not seem to be in this reality. I don't know what to make of them, so I don't use them for conclusions. I use them as food for thought. I simply wonder about what I have seen in that regard. I have many dreams which make me feel as though I am living "around" this time on a close "timeline" in a completely different life. The reason it seems this way is that the dreams are so vivid. I don't know ANY of the places or ANY of the people, yet I know them perfectly well and I know my way around some places as though I'd spent a lifetime there. In many instances, the places are VERY similar to "this" reality - yet different, as if I were viewing a branch of time that left off from where we were 50 years ago. For example, I might dream of a place where everything looks totally normal, like any city might look on earth, except that the clothes people are wearing are totally different, or maybe everything is the same but the cars are weird. So, I am open to such suggestions due to my own experiences, but at this time, the whole situation is something to speculate about. I don't have any evidence that it's what I am seeing. All I know is that what I am seeing is NOT from "my" life and sometimes not from "this" time.

Actually, here's an example. I was taking a nap the other day. I wasn't quite asleep and I wasn't quite awake. I was "drifting off". Then I heard loudly in my head: "Baxlor Avenue". So I decided to get out of bed and go look it up online - because I OFTEN hear stuff like this and I never go look it up and by the time I decide to look it up I've either forgotten what was said or forgotten all about it - period. There is no such place on this earth named Baxlor Avenue. So why did I hear it? Is is a future place? Is it a place from a parallel branch of time? It is interesting though. I heard it clearly (no, it wasn't Baxter, it was baxLOR). I often hear names as well. Just out of the blue I will hear a persons name. If I am near a computer when I wake up, I will go to Google news and look it up. I also often dream of people up to mischief, such as murders, people getting injured, etc.

Side note: I just woke up from a nap right now. While I had my eyes closed, I saw a white bus with a blue stripe turning a corner. It lost control and tipped over. Then it slid down a road, went through a rail and came to a halt. Then I saw people climbing out and also pulling out children which were not moving. Some people died on that bus. I looked up "Bus" on Google news, but there was no story about a bus - so I don't know where I got that from.

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Originally Posted by no caste View Post
OK. So this is what I mean by the insectoid thingy -

YouTube - Wendy McNeill - Ask Me No Questions

Let me guess. It doesn't do anything for you either.
This seems to me, to be a dream of a devil.

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Originally Posted by Noela View Post
There are so many replies here, m1, and I hope it is not confusing you
further, but I wanted to say something also.

As you see there are many different viewpoints and suggestions,
but basically we do appreciate your sharing your experiences.
I cannot comprehend how devastating it must be for you, not only with the past experiences but the way you describe your life in the present.
It is very true that unless you have experienced something you
cannot really understand it, and that is true for me.
it doesn't bother me per se, if people don't understand or relate. However, what does bother me is if someone related to what I am saying with something to do with drugs, or they want to try to tell me that their "guides" told them this or that. I really can't stand New Age philosophies. I can do without that kind of thing. I don't tell people as such, because it will turn into an argument, so I just say: "Thanks" and shake my head in private. What I mean to say is, it is very difficult to find people who can see that what I am experiencing isn't some vague dream or thought that I am trying to get to sound "cool". Like I said, I've woken up with injuries, swellings, marks, you name it. What I have experiences is as real as real can get, so I just get a bit annoyed if people lose sight of that and bring what I am saying back down to stories and conjecture (or something that simply sounds cool). I find it rather irritating actually. This is the main reason I never said anything at all for years -- because when I did, I just couldn't deal with the responses. However, I am getting better at just biting my tongue these days.

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I just want to say that I am so pleased you have found the power
of the name of Jesus, and the help you have experienced from
prayer. There are those who have spoken of similar experiences
here on the Forum (i.e. the power of the name of Jesus) and there
are many more on various websites. I expect you have discovered that.
Yes, many people get offended when I explain that the name of Jesus helps. Some people get outright vicious at the mention of Jesus name. There are a lot of people that can't stand the thought of God and if you mention God or Jesus, they'll do anything they can to either mock you or suggest some other information to try to pull you away from accepting that Jesus is Lord. I've just learned to ignore it. It's usually the same people who believe they ARE Gods, or that they are co creators, or that they get their information from "guides" that will not accept that Jesus is Lord. I plain out don't subscribe to any of that. I know that the Lords name works, because when I have been attacked, I called on the Lord and I was helped. And I'm not talking of a bout of indigestion one night, and then thinking: "Oh the demons are here".. I'm talking room lit up blue, being held to the bed, can't move, something tearing at my very soul and life force. The ONLY thing tat makes this stop is the name of Jesus. I know that to be true and no one is going to convince me of anything different withs stories about guides, pleiadians, insectoids or angels. Hate to sound sarcastic, but I think some people just let their imagination get the better of them.

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And - I say hello as a fellow Australian - originally from Brisbane.
I can relate strongly to your comment "Think of Australia as the 51st
state of the U.S." - that's why I hived back to Britain quick smart!!

Love and blessings to you m1. I will join you in prayer for that angel
to come along in the way you describe.
I don't blame you! This country has gone down hill so much in the last 20 years. I'm still glad I live here though. There are much worse places on the earth.
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