I read your story which was posted on the end of the thread that was started by Visvassa144 and found it to be credible. Is your book available at this time?
I am sending you prayers to get your health back and know that you are the right road with the healing and nutrients.
Have you ever listened to Gregg Bradens Spontaneous Healing of Belief ?
I listened to it and I believe in it and will put here a link so that you can find it on you tube. Its about 4 to 5 hours long if I recall but I think you will enjoy it. You just have to lay back and listen
Good Luck with all you are doing and I pray you will be arond for many years to come..........
http://www.youtube.com/results?searc...f+belief&uni=1
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