[charioteer]

Forgive me for not taking enough time to view this from your perspectives.

While I am in my ordeal, all you all get are the words that I type. Let me rephrase: as surely as your heart is pumping blood as you read this very sentence, I am being watched (there is no one else in the room, no cameras edit: no one else in eye's range, the blinds down, no one else on the floor I am on, the ceiling is not broken through, etc.), right now (edit: by human beings).

I should've said, rather, what you mean is, you don't like the approach I took in my first thread. I can respect that.

I may elaborate more about my situation later.