Ortho: I think you have covered all the possibilities
I have spent my whole adult life searching for truth & of course I felt for a while that I had come to understand things.................and then one morning I woke up & had probably the greatest insight I've ever had..........I realized that I knew absolutely nothing about life, our origins, who we really are, where were going to & all those questions that we contemplate. I'm still in the dark about these things.....& for the most part I have made peace with it.
I guess my questions will have to wait until I transition from this life to the next? There is way too much confusion now, for me to waste any more years on this quest.