[Moxie]

Phtha wrote: "...Living in a state of fear, believing that the bear will jump out everytime I go running... that is what I am referring to... and that is a state I will not allow my self to live in."

Well then, do not surmise that we live in that state. I will tell you that my experiences did happen but I do not live in a state of fear because of that... you have taken that assumption about "us"... but I will mention that I perceive your "care", a protective mention from you in your remark above... thank you, maybe you should have stated your stance in that measure before.

That's a "given" okay? That said... I will offer that these experiences have not happened to me since I was in my 30's.. was it a result of denial?... a result of rebuke?... dunno... this thread is about sharing experiences.

I actually hired someone, $200 for 90 minutes consult because I suspected my military upbringing to be the avenue that I was manipulated... okay, so I was a dumb-asss.. nevermind... we look for answers... it was along my path toward dependence on my own inner thread to Truth, which I will admit, is now a "knowing", not a belief.

I am not worried, nor do I live in fear. Fear happens but it's not my foundational life premise, far from it. I have enough conviction that fear does not reside ...

yet I'm not defective enough to think that fear will not appear in my 3D experience, nor that I will find myself immune from it.

Might as well mention, that too, I have had many, numerous experiences of high lighted, sure footed affirmatives in this life to way exceed these few frightful experiences... I am not "had".

thank you for hearing me.