[Lionhawk]

Greetings this fine morning,

I haven't stopped and I have been working all through the night. So if I sound like I am a little tipsy excuse me. Also I must address everyone here and apologize for my cut through the chase attitude. For the most part, I understand that many do not have the ability to read energies of what is written on a screen and I forgot that. Plus I have read enough sugar coated material that if I was a diabetic, I would probably go into diabetic shock just from reading it once more. I just can't wrap my head around sugar coating evil things. So I try to not insult anyone's intelligence by doing that. I find it deceptive. I also want everyone who reads this to understand that I can not control your emotional bodies or how you perceive the information you are reading. If you notice that there are some reactive emotions that come with sharing this stuff. At best all I can do is keep it as simple as I can because this stuff is just so complex to begin with. Trust me when I say I don't like it anymore than anyone else. Also you may perceive that I am an un humbled person that has an attitude of arrogance. Like I am sitting up looking down on everyone type of thing. I apologize that you have perceived that because in my own defense this is so far from my reality. I can also back that up with an experience that was probably the most humbling experiences of this life stream. I carry that experience everywhere I go and if you really got to know me, you would discover that and it would no longer be a doubt or question in your mind and heart. But again, it isn't about me and that is important for everyone to understand. So when you hear Alex Collier or anyone saying this, know that it is coming from the hearts that only want for you to succeed in finding your true potential. Yet, there is also a point of where one must detach and stay neutral as some of this stuff will make you mad as hell. We all have been there. So I try to seek some balance here with my conveyances and know I am not perfect. I am a high school drop out that fought his way back to self educate himself. Since I acquired my degree I decided not to stop learning. I don't regret doing that either. So please understand that I am coming from compassion and I really do give a damn. I am passionate about this area of material as it is something I have experienced 49 out of 51 years of my life. Where back in the day I was persecuted by everyone for those experiences, including family, even to this very day. It will challenge you to your core to keep going. Not to give up as there have been many times where I wanted to because I didn't need anymore of the BS that is associated with it. Alex Collier is a prime example as you can see this very thing I am speaking of in any of his interviews. Or from anyone else that is passionate about why we are truly here. You want validation all you have to do is watch the body language as that doesn't lie. So forgive me if anyone out here has felt as though I have treated them unfairly. That is about all I can say. I am being sincere here because it is about revealing ourselves to one another and risking being traumatize by the persons you love. Ask anyone what they have sacrificed to get the word out. Also another issue is that of awareness. Only you can expand it or whatever. What I have found is that there is an increasing number of people that are speaking out in the name of humanity but I fear it is to little to late. So when you hear them bear their soul, know they have paid a huge price in what they are sharing. It is so easy to say the hell with it and that is not what this Planet and everyone needs at this moment. We need to honor these warriors of the spirit, in the now. I know to that many of us have been duped. We have been programmed and that programming is difficult to break down. The emotional body often defends against the breaking down process, trying to survive. I have an open door policy and anyone is welcomed to walk through that door and put a log on that fire I started. So if I seem to strong in my words, just know that they are tempered with compassion.

I have connected with some of you here and so far it has been an inspiration to share with each other. I spoke with someone tonight on Skype for about 4 hours and it was refreshing for my soul to hear that sharing. For that matter, there are influences that tried to interfere with that because when you do and it is based in oneness there is not one thing the dark can do about it. They don't want you to connect and be self empowered. So the fire I started is for the warriors in this group you call a forum. I am just one of many here who can do the do. There are many gifted and talented souls here and we should unite in oneness and take on the challenges we currently face. And anyone else who is willing to discover themselves for themselves. Now I sound like a preacher. That wasn't my intention in this moment. So again you are all welcomed to this fire. I hope you invite me to your fire. Mind you this is not about establishing a cult following. It is about people realizing that they are their own commanders of their soul and should lead shining their light for those who can see that the path to enlightenment is "within" their reach. Hopefully this will clear the air and we can start anew?

Our problems we face is just as Alex Collier has stated is an ET problem. Not all but tons of them are. One has to detach and stand back and look at the real big picture just to get a small grip on it. It is overwhelming and maybe that doesn't even come close as to how over whelming this stuff is. Also note that this has been continuously been going for millions of years up to present day. We get so hooked on reading the history and the different time lines that we forget that so much is still happening in the now. Which leads to another story that I have slightly touched upon as I have called it a "gathering."

Another thing to make a note is that there are souls here that are working overtime just to keep up with what is happening in the now. Many of these warriors are just that. Endless dedication of service. There has been so much attention drawn to the negative side of the issues that a lot of the good things are never reported. Just using the news for an example. When was the last time you saw a bit on good new? Same with the current state of affairs with all these spiritual matters. When you do hear of them, someone decides to sugar coat them and that only hides the real facts. But make no mistake as everyone involved is vying for position. Battles are being fought whether you like it or not. Whether you can even wrap your head around it, it is occurring. So if one denies these probabilities, they are hiding from themselves. You can cherry pick and choose what you want but if you don't embrace all that it is, then you are performing a disservice to self. When this happens you will not be able to see all the good that is happening around you because you have placed limits upon yourself by denying yourself a complete openness to the reality you find yourselves in. That being said, the great heroes you have read about are not just in the past. They are also in the present. If you get the opportunity to participate with any of them, just know it is a blessing to have served in that capacity. It is no myth.

Thanks to some assistance that I received after 4 am this morning, I have found the name. Thank-you for those who stepped up on my research efforts as that was unexpected.

I found the name in the Urantia Book #2. The name is "Caligastia."

I also admit that I have stayed away from such writings as the Phoenix Journals, the Urantia books, the bible, and everything else in between as it is what it is and that is second hand information. I still haven't read all these things. But what I have learned from going through the mud, I can tell you that some of the sources where some of this information is being stored is not exactly in the hands of the lighted ones.

Now what I find interesting is that the Urantia books were written just before I was born. What has happened since has changed some what as the players have also changed in their respective roles. What happened to Lucifer? The key point here is that what ever became of Lucifer has happened in our life time. That should give it some new meaning as to the present. Divine history happened and you won't find it in the bible or the Urantia books because this has happened in the last 15 years or so. Think about that. The ramifications of what that means in our now. I don't know the exact date as maybe someone who is more adept at researching might find that exact date. To me it isn't that detrimental plus or minus a few years. But it has happened in my life time. But also at a cost. A cost to the isness as one who was once considered and named so eloquently is now gone forever. Another took his place and I haven't read the Urantia book completely as I am way behind on the stack of reading that I have already but what I can gather it looks like an interesting twist in our time. All of this history from the very beginning happened because there was this self entitled attitude that chose to abuse the Free Agency Gift that our Creator provided. Lucifer was presented with a choice. Imagine after all the evil he had caused, the Creator still had the compassion to allow Lucifer a choice. When Lucifer came to his senses as to what he had done, he basically couldn't face himself. So he asked the Creator to un create him and recycle his energy back into the isness. That is what basically happened.

To tired to go on........ZZZZzzzzzzz...........

Namaste' and I hope that was something worth thinking about.