Eleni;
Heres a question fer ya.
I have memories, varying from extremely vague, to as vivid as they come, that stretch from the age of 4 until about 1990. Nearly 40 years (Yes, I'm an old fart). I cannot bring up any sense of contact since then.
This brings me to:
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Even though I have come away not being harmed- I still have to wonder.
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Same here. In fact my wonderings run the gamut:
- Are they done?
- Did they quit on me?
- Did I get too old?
- Did I somehow remove myself from their area of interest?
- Did those interested in me simply leave?
- Scariest of all... Did they move their focus?
This last one comes up because I have a grand daughter. Now, while I am not quite Mensa material, I am no slouch in the IQ dept. But...
Grand Daughter isn't just smart... she is
scary smart! In fact at times I feel like a complete idiot around her! School had no clue what to do with her, so they moved her into an "advanced program". After her interview, we found out there was a real knock-down screaming session amongst the teachers over who got to be her teacher. (she is about 10 now)
The catch:
In the last two years she has twice made off-hand, or "throw away comments" about when the "aliens visit". (yeah...
)
So far, I have not asked, about these comments. I want the mood to be right, and I do
NOT want to seem prying or pushy; but I don't much like the idea of them "moving on" to her, either. Also, I am a bit unsure about how to proceed.
anyway...