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As you are a Healer / Clairvoyant, I would simply, and earnestly ask that you put the following book on your "read soon" list.
Here is an Amazon link to Gary Renard's book, and you can pick up a new copy for $10, used for $6.
I spent about 7 or 8 years working with a group, decades ago, involved in using/generating "energy vortexes" as a tool for both cleansing and healing acts. One of the truly wondrous periods of my life.
I will say here that although I both saw, and felt the effectiveness of what we were doing, my own efforts in this were limited by the inner conflicts I had from a childhood upbringing of a fairly conventional christian nature.
Last June I attended a party at a relative's house in Sand Diego. There, sitting on the coffee table, sat a copy of this book, which I picked up. 5 minutes later I'm smiling. 20 minutes after that I am laughing out loud, from the "healing release" of what I am reading. Half a lifetime of silly conflicts turning into molehills.
The whole party sort of faded out of view, for me, except I would catch our host (wife's cousin) looking at me and smiling. I knew she had had a similar childhood, and if anything, an even stronger "Churchianity" experience than my own. We traded a mere two sentences on the matter all night. I still remmeber hers, "Isn't it just amazing?" I went home and bought a copy the very next day.
Result: a year of time spent, unlearning, re-learning, remembering, and integration I had not thought possible, in this life. Not bad for $10
Now roughly the last third of this book has to do with how all this relates to healing (Why I typed all this at you
) and the book is also a primer/pre-cursor for a larger work called
A Course In Miracles .
The first book also includes many quotes from the second one, as well. Here I include two of my current favorites.
"Trust not your good intentions. They are not enough. But trust implicitly your willingness, whatever else may enter. Concentrate only on this, and be not disturbed by what shadows surround it. They are why you came."
And...
"It should be self evident that if there is only oneness, then anything else that appears to exist, must have been made up. Furthermore it must have been made up for what appeared to be a damned good reason.
Thus instead of judging the world and everything in it, perhaps it would be more helpful for you to ask what value you saw in making it up in the first place. It may also be wise to ask yourself what would be a more appropriate response to it now."
Fred