Karen- do you have any orgonite around you? I find it helps me a LOT.
2 shops on Ebay that are great to deal with;
http://stores.shop.ebay.co.uk/Kaltek...__W0QQ_armrsZ1
http://stores.shop.ebay.co.uk/WISDOM...__W0QQ_armrsZ1
I have pyramid-generators and pendants from both... most of it on loan to folk who won't give them back!
I also bought one of Ken's protector pendants recently- Beautiful! wear it every day.
http://educate-yourself.org/cn/
BB
Karen
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